Sunday, November 4, 2007
i hate school ! @ Sunday, November 04, 2007
oh heh ! Look ! Here's the thing. This fella. His name is glenn lucas. Well , not shy to tell . last time i really really hates him ! wtf yes i do hate him . But now , we're okay again. =D maybe some kindda great friends =] oheh ! And lucky he helped me alot ! (: He told me when is the report card day. He support me. He helpeed me . He ask me out even i hates him. Not like some bitches. hah ! At least he is kind to me (: ritee ? wtf i don't like him okay ! no way ! =] wel done Joanne. She at last get a true friend for once in my life =D Not being a bitch to everyone but some only ! yayy. anyway , I'm here to realease my feeling towards someone i love. my dad . my mom. my self. Thats the only thing i create this blog. (: nothing else. my feelings. Hmm. well . It's not that big deal .Everyone know what I'm going to say. ilovehim. i wanna be with him. no seriously. i really really love him. I know he loves me before not now. But it's okay. I'm just keeping my feelings towards him. for one minutee. I look at him. my heart can't stop beeping. Why ? cos i love him. for your imformation ms. natasha louis. he's mine ! well , not exactly mine. But mine (: wtf am i talking laa. heh ! stop it and fuckoff from my babbyy. go away. shoo ! (: and hey bitches. Let me tell you something interesting. He's mine. You fuckoff and i'm gonna get him. ohyea. By that time. He's not gonna be yours. Say goodbye then (: Am i being to rough ? owhh. Sorry then =D Such a lamer. And cos of him. I'm suffering. Why ? Cus he suddenly like other gurl. Yet. He never give me anytime to think. look how deseperate is he. Now i am 1 too. Cus i Fucking love him. (: Hmm. Yea. Ilovehim. I reapeat. Jeremy rivara Tan. I fucking love youuu ! Don't make me someone i don't wanna be. Cuz i am me ! I just wanna be myself not someone you want me to be. Sometimes. Things get worst. But you arent my side. Your'e just by your fucking sisters side. Well. I understand. They are more important than me. I know. You must know too. You're more important to me then them. i love you. i want you. i need you. Words that couples use. Not ifective to me. I just want you to say. 'you're mine.' thats all. thats ALL ! can't you say that ? no you can't. You don't even have the heart to say. I hate it. i hate that iloveyou. my mom and dad. They are someone specail to me. But i'm half speacail to them. Know what i mean ? I not wort it to them. Only wilsonthongtienwei is. I understand. And i don't blame them. But wht i want is love. They don't even know how to show me love. what they know. work work workkkkkkkkkk ! Nothing bot work ! If you give me a chance to turn back time. I rather not be born. Much better. But thisis my life. I have to accept it. Right ? I know your answer. I just want love from youu ! can't you giv it to me. I got my mother's look. But i want to have my own look. Sometimes i felt stress. this cannot do. that cannot do. everything also cannot do wtf. And there's once. I din't go to school cus i don't have keyy. I know if i tell my dad. He'll be angry. Scold me wtf. So , I din't tell and skip school. I lied. He found out. I get scoldings. I know i'm Wrong. But he neve think of my feelings. He only thinks of himself. yea wtv. Den for no reason. I'm grounded for a month. And that month should be a holiday for me. But it turn out to be a prison day to me. Well, It's okay. I don't mine. I kept my promise. stay at home. But hey. I'm not like someone who can't keep his/her promises. I'm someone good ! thanks ! (: I'm done. this is all. byee ! =D iloveyou. for no reason. - J 0 a n N E -
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