now I'm damn moody. know why ? coz of someone. Yeaaa. someone. Stupid. What his problem la. Simply ask ppl to do this. do that. Mostlyyy. Shout at me.  The thing i hate the most. Someone shout at me. Not. And these few days. I 100 % moody. I don't eat well. only drink water. Yea. Maybe water will help. I see food. Like see shit only. And i having stomachache 24/7. For godsake. Savee meeee. I feel like killing myself. I don't know why. sickk And Everytime when someone asked me. how are youu ? Of cus i will answer. FINE. I lied again. I'm not fine. Or someone smile at me. I smile back. Another lie. I'm not smilling. Just a fake smile. Like what ppl say. A smile can hide thousand of pain. Yea. Just a smile. (: To ppl. i do this - (:  Inside is this - ): Its actualllyyyy easy to hide. But when i share this with someone. My tears will drop. No idea why. I feel Like killing myself. NO ! Now i'm enough sick. =.=sickk I wanna blog bout something. I can't hide. Its when .. My dad want me to see my teacher. 2days before that day. I just don't wanna go. I take out whatever medicine in the fridge. I eat all. Everything. Fever. flu. alot la. I eat around 5 or 6 pills. Hoping i can stay at home. The bitter taste its like the taste of my life. I eat and eat. Not once. Every 5 hours i eat. Den i felt like vomiting. Just dont do. When i walk. Feel like falling down. My head felt pain. Very pain. I wanna wake up. But i can't. And the pain go and go for few days. Oh yes.sickk the meeting went well. Just talking. I know I'm stupid and lame to do that. I have no choice. I just wanna sleep and never wake up. Den i don't needa meet my teacher. Yes ! I had suffer enough. Butt .. this is life rite ? we have to accept everything. That time i really really feel like dying. I just tot Everything gonna get worst. But it went okay. I felt stupid. Maybe i can just die on that spot. But god just want me to wake up. yea. Till now. I still feel the pain. But really that pain anymore. I'm not eating well. I feel like vomiting. My stomach hurts all the time. But who cares. Accept the pain shall do. I just hope Things would be like last time. But i know it never happen.

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now I'm damn moody. know why ? coz of someone. Yeaaa. someone. Stupid. What his problem la. Simply ask ppl to do this. do that. Mostlyyy. Shout at me.  The thing i hate the most. Someone shout at me. Not. And these few days. I 100 % moody. I don't eat well. only drink water. Yea. Maybe water will help. I see food. Like see shit only. And i having stomachache 24/7. For godsake. Savee meeee. I feel like killing myself. I don't know why. sickk And Everytime when someone asked me. how are youu ? Of cus i will answer. FINE. I lied again. I'm not fine. Or someone smile at me. I smile back. Another lie. I'm not smilling. Just a fake smile. Like what ppl say. A smile can hide thousand of pain. Yea. Just a smile. (: To ppl. i do this - (:  Inside is this - ): Its actualllyyyy easy to hide. But when i share this with someone. My tears will drop. No idea why. I feel Like killing myself. NO ! Now i'm enough sick. =.=sickk I wanna blog bout something. I can't hide. Its when .. My dad want me to see my teacher. 2days before that day. I just don't wanna go. I take out whatever medicine in the fridge. I eat all. Everything. Fever. flu. alot la. I eat around 5 or 6 pills. Hoping i can stay at home. The bitter taste its like the taste of my life. I eat and eat. Not once. Every 5 hours i eat. Den i felt like vomiting. Just dont do. When i walk. Feel like falling down. My head felt pain. Very pain. I wanna wake up. But i can't. And the pain go and go for few days. Oh yes.sickk the meeting went well. Just talking. I know I'm stupid and lame to do that. I have no choice. I just wanna sleep and never wake up. Den i don't needa meet my teacher. Yes ! I had suffer enough. Butt .. this is life rite ? we have to accept everything. That time i really really feel like dying. I just tot Everything gonna get worst. But it went okay. I felt stupid. Maybe i can just die on that spot. But god just want me to wake up. yea. Till now. I still feel the pain. But really that pain anymore. I'm not eating well. I feel like vomiting. My stomach hurts all the time. But who cares. Accept the pain shall do. I just hope Things would be like last time. But i know it never happen.

Back to the top, babeh?