IT WAS SHOCKING ; sooo shocking =/
I was busy dreaming and thinking about stuff yesterday night ,
And suddenly ;
My phone rang. I looked, It was sheanie. I answered and there it goes..
The one thing that wake me up from everything !
Her grandpa passed away all a sudden ;
I can't bealieve it ,
Things were stable and all a sudden he just left the world - his life - his f-a-m-i-l-y ;
Even I don't know much about him, but i can say, He's really nice (:
I end the call.
I looked up, thinking why am I here?
Why would God take him away,
No one ever predict this would happen ;
:((((
I'm really sorry for his lost all a sudden ;
Even I don't know him well ,
But I can see that he's really caring and understanding ;
I also notice that you're really close to your family (:
Even things don't go right ,
Or maybe life was just miserable ,
Just wanna let you know ;
There's such thing as friends ,
And you had one here :)
I'll always be there for you , no matter what ;
I would fly to where-ever you are just to lend you a ear or maybe a shoulder to cry .
Life is bittersweet ;
It's really hard to hide thing on your own and just fake a smile to show someone things were okay.
When you told me all about it,
I felt something really strong hitting me ,
It felt like a hole in my heart - just like yours ;
I understand what does it feels like - In every problem of yours.
And you must have torturing your self mentally nor emotionlly that much =/
♥
Well, seriously girl ;
You've been a really great friend to me (:
You're really understanding and I dint imagine we'll get along this much ;
Mostly, when I met suetying with her cock & bull stories =]
And whenever I had problems , There's just you to share with ;
And when things really not working the way it should be ,
You're the only person that understand it all (:
Your grandpa's dead really wake me up -
To appreciate you & Aaron more / everyone else too (:
I dint know at that second ;
I wonder if one day you/he left me ,
Whats my life gonna be like without my boyf and girlfs =/
TOTALLY LIFELESS
ps : This post goes out to Kohtsiwey too (: