Sunday, February 22, 2009
its all about craps (: @ Sunday, February 22, 2009
I can't stand it all :( I miss you.
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I never wanted to forget you, So do our memories.
I'm sorry for hurting you so badly & it will never happen again.
I'm regretting every steps I made, but I can't turn back time ;
I'll miss you, everything about you..
From your cute little sepet eyes to your sexy long legs ..
=)
& the times we spend together, Lets re-call from the very start.
Two years back, I was very very pleased to meet you, as I was wating for it to happen. It was like miracle to me (:
We met in front of the mini-market near my place & sat bus to pyramid ;
at first, I can say.. Both of ur was really shy & speechless.
(:
We watched the simpson (wtf did i spell it right? :D)
& thats the first time you actually held my hand :)
I remembered every second of it =]
& we sat in starbucks waiting for my parents to pick me up, thanks (:
Oh, not to forget. You totally melt my heart that day.
>___<
I'm not gonna talk about what happened in summit, the back of the arcade cause It's quite dumb of me. ><"
& I also remembered when we went to chris's house with roy and his sister, Christina there (:
You told me they saw us holding hand D:
Also when we went to the bball court & everyone was asking even that uncle.
We mentioned about it, din't we?
The other days, there's nothing much to talk about it. Let's go on.
=p
Last year, november 10 (if I'm not mistaken) ,
Our history started with crush :)
After so long hating each other, Finally we get to be close again (:
I remembered i follow-ed you and chibi to cempake like for so many nights & pyra after school ;
& I even lepak-ed with you & your shuffle gang, which is fun :D
& oh baby, Don't you remember-ed the bowling place in MidV? Where I putted my hand on your lap & you hold it? Don't you?
OU?
Maybe remember about ts? pyra? everything?
What about sheanie's dad's house? On 22 december?
You remembered what happened?
hmmm (:
I'm not gonna blog much about it cause
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I miss you, you know.
Maybe you're already trying to move on but I can't ; I don't want to move on.
I threw everything away.
Hoping you would find someone better in life ;
Someone which deserve you more then I do
I'm sorry,
For not understanding you,
bringing you down when you finally have some hope in us,
& hurting you without limit ;
Maybe I was revengeful, to let you feel how i felt last time =/
I'm sorry, baby.
:(
I wanted to text you to see whether you're doing fine..
but I'm just too afraid to talk to you ;
=/
I would never forget you, never.
I'm gonna miss us.
Its never gonna be the same, haih :(
I'll miss ;
The moment we stand on top of the hill watching the city lights,
The moment I played with your hair and make it worst :D
The moment we shake our ass when there's loud music (:
The moment you shopped with me with many many complaints of leg pain & stuff.
The moment you showed me your puppy face when You wanted something but I'll never give.
The moment we kissed & when your tongue touches mine ;
The moment we watched the movie QUARANTINE & you were scared as hell (omg 0.0)
The moment you was sooo hyper untill you could laugh on your own 0.0"
The moment we looked into each other's eyes and stared for a while (:
& the every second we spend together, I'll never forget =/
I hope you're okay (: bythewaaay, when ever i wore the braclet you bought, I'll have this flash back about us =]
Thanks for everything & I'm sorry.
I hope you could find someone better then me.. =/
I love you (:
Thanks fr the memories ;
Pictures, i will never delete ;)
Baby,
Look up ;
There's an angel watching over us ,
she came to warn us thats there is not much time left in us ;
Babeeey, tell her to save us,
Don't close your eyes, Lets every second count ;
This might be the last.
:)