Monday, April 5, 2010
I've turn out. @ Monday, April 05, 2010
Internet playing poker cards with me for quite sometime, and I won! lmao.
Easter was awesome, I served in hair and makeup ministry and gosh, it's like super kan cheong one lor :O but it's really fun!
At the end of the day, I just fall right on my bed and sleep. Really tiring tho!
I happily skipped school today, NOT. I had bad headache, like omg I could feel my heartbeating at my head (!!!!) SICK. I wokeup about 5am, and my head is like.. heavy? Felt like I was going to pas out, so mom gave me panadol (which didnt even work a little bit) I went back sleep!
C:
I still had one month and blabla days before my second term, IM ALREADY STUDYING :)
*self pats*
Yeah well, it's because I couldnt concentrate in class for the last 2 weeks, and I guess I missed out too much. So to play safe, I study early! :D
HEHE. Yesterday, I dreamt about something really weird. I dreamt about I knew the old me. Well, the old me is like.. this.
I was once a shisha addict.
I smoke TWICE.
I'm nver open to opinion, I want things my way.
I hate it so much when people tried to correct me.
I thought friends was always right.
I want people to like me so I do stuff so that they could like me.
I hate my brother, i hate my family.
I judge.
I go to clubs.
I drink.
I'm a double-faced girl.
I skip school and classes.
Studies is just nothing to me.
Yep, That was who I am in my past. But, ever since last year when I first had a leader in my life, things changed.
I quit smoking, shisha, clubbing, and NEVER wanna get drunk anymore!
I had a family (w5) which will always be there for me tru thick and thin! :D While my friends would only be there when things werent good.
Sheanie been more then a close friend to me, we're like soul connected! :D
Realized that, I dont need to do anything to make anyone like me, people will be attracted by your good attitude. I did not do anything, and I'm knowing more friends then ever in my life.
Got serious about my studies. Life is not easy without a stable job. Thanks to my teacher, I know the difference of career and doing what I like (modeling :p)
I am now open to what people say, yay! It's hard because I had high ego in me too. But we're not always the right one. :)
I stop judging people. and start loving everyone. Even my enemies (still trying) :D
Well, it's really hard to shape your character if you wouldnt want someone's help. I am forever grateful to have my awesome cell leader to really pull me up all the time and keep me going. W5 ze' best :) loves!