Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Rawr. @ Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I don't get something. Why does people change so fast? Is there any competition on changing yourself?
If you could tell someone what you did to show them you love them, it's no longer pure.
I would never want to admit this, I've been trying hard to have real positive mind but SIGH. Yes, life sucks. Again.
Everything just don't go the way I imagined. School sucks the most, how on earth is it possible to study when everyone is making so much noise. Yes it is funny sometimes, maybe fun. But, we do need to balance between studies and others. Am I right?
YOU DON'T PAY TO FAIL.
You know, really. I've been trying so hard not to get myself in trouble. But it's all effortless, even if I'm trying whats the point when someone else drag me into trouble?
I had a very long talk with Sheanie last night, I went over to her house about 10.30pm and talked for almost an hour, well it's me talking almost the whole time, under all that I said.. I just want you to know I'll always be there to hear your problems, k?
All those problems in life teach me to get up real strong. I know sometimes it's hard, I just wanna die bla bla bla. But really, th only difference of doing something wrong in school and in life is, you could get corrected in school but you might not in life.
It's just like, throwing out words that could hurt people. You might not want to think about it at first but when it effect people, even you're forgiven. That person will still be reminded by that word.
How often a guy really knows how to be there for a girl right? Maybe it's hard to deal with girls, or maybe girls wont be the way you imagined but at the end of the day, what a girl wants is a hug over wise words.
I find it hard to deal with people sometimes, but thinking back, maybe I'm like that too.
I want to help people, but I'm afraid I would pull them down instead, :/ Hmm..
I know, there is people that would sacrifice everythng for me, I had two examples in my hand right now. I love them both but I choose not to say it out loud in my blog. It really open my eyes in being sacrificial, seriously. It's their future theyre about to deal with but they would let it go.
How sacrifice are you to the person which is important to you?
Being in a relationship is NOT about just being sweet, stop being a wanna-be la. You make me sick.
If you said being sweet all the time for the world to see is sweet, then faking sweet moments is pure? Think again.
You're right, I might not always be right. But I had my own stand, I DON'T need you to tell me what to do. but I just want to let you know, you're doing the wrong thing.
I'm happy with where I am. Who I am with. What I'm doing to my life. I need no judgements. I need no sympathy, from you.
If it ever makes you feel any better, lets go.