My stress period are always used to blog :)

Well, I'm feeling real bad right now. Some things in life, happen beyond our control. Like someone in our life leave us, they got too sick, or maybe just financial breakdown. I've been seeing people all around me leaving, one by one they did. I've never blame anyone for very bad things that happen in my life, not even God.

But sometimes circumstances in life changes my thinkings, circumstances in life stop me from mixing around with my friends. My thinking changed, I changed. And sometimes, I always expects my friends to be there whenever I really needed them, Some did and some left. What really pull me down, it's not about they leaving, it's about the commitment in this friendship.

Friendship are not formed to play the blame game, but to love one another and be there for each other no matter rejection come in. Pure friendship last without any judgements. You're a no-one to judge someone.

I tried my very best to really get to know all my friends, to really be their friend, and sometimes I get so tired to please them. I get tired of making everyone happy, where no one really know how I felt, I forgive and forget. I don't blame anyone.

You know, when you're in your first two years in high school, skipping school seems fun, not attending class because you hate the teacher seems fun, and smoking, drinking, everything ya'll should know. It all seem fun, but at one point in life you'll came to know, you're a dumbass to really do it. You only had one life to live, every second you waste, could come back.

In school, when we did something wrong, teacher would correct us, in life. Not every mistake is worth to regret, some are internal.

As young as you are, you should learn how to be wise and mature. It's always better to choose the road which look long and hard, which leads you to life. Then, to choose the road which is big and easy which leads you to destruction.

The choice you make leads you to your next step, shortcuts always destroy you in every way. You might not feel it now, but you will in the future, trust me. And there are some point you just can't turn back. Just like smoking, I find smoking sexy last time, but when it destroyed someone, it's no longer sexy, and there is nothing could be done to bring someone back to life. Not God to blame, cause it's us that wants to smoke.

And yes, friends around us is always the reason why it all started. I made a decision to step out from my friends, and my life were different since then.

If you always wonder why your life is full with problems, well, it's because you're the solution to all the problems. the only reason why the problems are unsolved, it's because you're dragging one by one and adding them to the others, running away from your problems wont solve them, but to make them worst.

Always be the first to make people follow you, not to follow people! :)

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My stress period are always used to blog :)

Well, I'm feeling real bad right now. Some things in life, happen beyond our control. Like someone in our life leave us, they got too sick, or maybe just financial breakdown. I've been seeing people all around me leaving, one by one they did. I've never blame anyone for very bad things that happen in my life, not even God.

But sometimes circumstances in life changes my thinkings, circumstances in life stop me from mixing around with my friends. My thinking changed, I changed. And sometimes, I always expects my friends to be there whenever I really needed them, Some did and some left. What really pull me down, it's not about they leaving, it's about the commitment in this friendship.

Friendship are not formed to play the blame game, but to love one another and be there for each other no matter rejection come in. Pure friendship last without any judgements. You're a no-one to judge someone.

I tried my very best to really get to know all my friends, to really be their friend, and sometimes I get so tired to please them. I get tired of making everyone happy, where no one really know how I felt, I forgive and forget. I don't blame anyone.

You know, when you're in your first two years in high school, skipping school seems fun, not attending class because you hate the teacher seems fun, and smoking, drinking, everything ya'll should know. It all seem fun, but at one point in life you'll came to know, you're a dumbass to really do it. You only had one life to live, every second you waste, could come back.

In school, when we did something wrong, teacher would correct us, in life. Not every mistake is worth to regret, some are internal.

As young as you are, you should learn how to be wise and mature. It's always better to choose the road which look long and hard, which leads you to life. Then, to choose the road which is big and easy which leads you to destruction.

The choice you make leads you to your next step, shortcuts always destroy you in every way. You might not feel it now, but you will in the future, trust me. And there are some point you just can't turn back. Just like smoking, I find smoking sexy last time, but when it destroyed someone, it's no longer sexy, and there is nothing could be done to bring someone back to life. Not God to blame, cause it's us that wants to smoke.

And yes, friends around us is always the reason why it all started. I made a decision to step out from my friends, and my life were different since then.

If you always wonder why your life is full with problems, well, it's because you're the solution to all the problems. the only reason why the problems are unsolved, it's because you're dragging one by one and adding them to the others, running away from your problems wont solve them, but to make them worst.

Always be the first to make people follow you, not to follow people! :)

Back to the top, babeh?