Saturday, May 1, 2010
How much of love could you pour out? @ Saturday, May 01, 2010
Stop stalking me alright :D
I'm not in church on a sunday morning, :D :D Well, because I've already went yesterday night , :p
My pastor must be the coolest pastor on earth, who used an IPAD with his sermon notes in it to preach, he's awesome awesome awesome! :D
Many of us been complaining about the hard times, struggle in life but have you ever realize many struggles are created by us, ourselves?
To me, being a christian doesnt mean being really holy. Being a christian doesnt mean I should be judgemental, judging someone by their looks, by their attitude. We're all shaped before them, thats all.
Like everyone else, we always judge someone by the way they dress, how they look. Just because someone is not as good looking as you are, doesnt mean tht person doesnt have a heart. Just because someone had extra piercing, doesnt mean that person is bad.
Well, we're all born with a pure heart and soul. There must be a reason why all these is formed.
We're christian in a reality world. From where I am, I mix with almost everyone, people who smoke, shisha, everything. But, I'm doing it at all. If you only avoid yourself from them, who are you going to reach out to? Christians again?
I'm doing my best to meet everyone one of my friend's needs. And that makes me realize they're somehow like us, they had a heart, they had a mind, and they look up for friendship - relationship. What is different is just our mindset, looks, how we look up on consequences in life.
Well, we always said, I want to be loved and to love. But you're waiting to be loved before you even start loving. Why don't you just love before being loved? Love the way you want to be loved. Love everyone, not some-one.
Fyi, I once tried to suicide when I was THIRTEEN.
Thir-TEEN-ager. life. sucks. that. time.
Look, sometimes when we read other people's blog, sometimes they had some point which points out for us. But the problem is, we go "Ohh , nope, that's not me."
Well face the fact, ITISYOU! One word, change.
We always said, I will love unconditionally.
Liar. When we start pouring out love to someone, we tend to start creating a list in our mind. Ohh, because I have loved you, I want you to love me in RETURN, I want you this that that this. Liar.
Who first said I WILL love unconditionally? :) second that.
Do you know, every morning when I wakeup, I would talk to my self in front of the mirror when I'm brushing my teeth. Two things I would remind myself about, :)
ONE - Today is a happy day, yesterday is a history.
TWO - Im gonna be who I am not who someone wants me to be.
Well, if you only want to be who someone wants you to be, you will never be who you really are, you would only be. someone.
There is something I am always reminded about, what differentshape a rich man and a poor man. Hardwork.
For my shock, a rich men never stop working, never quit in searching for a solution. He take every opportunity there is in front of him.
A poor man does this - Tomorrow la, tomorrow la, which would never come. A poor man gives up easily, a poor man pull of from every opportunity.
Do you know, once you started the tomorrow-lah habit, you will never stop. You will never know when today is your last day on earth.
Look, loves. If you think taking a short cut to be success is the way. Let me remind you this, you might get rich, but you will be poor in the shortest and worst way. Why? Because you had no effort in putting up education, the plan B.
We could always achieve beyond our limit, if we never stop trying.
It's like running on track. Today you're just here, if you keep trying the next day and the next day, you'll realize how far you could go. Slowly. :)
Happy coming week, peps!
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