A Twist Of Fate

The little bits of love.

2010-06-24T19:05:00.001-07:00

Be noted that blog had shifted to -

thongjoanne.blogspot.com :)

Pour your love, the world is waiting.

2010-05-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

In us, there is always a love shape, red thing that beats every second, it's our heart.

In a relationship, many times we think that we dont fit one another, we'll never belong to each other, or it is just a mistake.
For the other side, it's just "Its okay, because whats more important is that we both want to fit"

In an ideal relationship, love and contentment happily reigns.
In any relationship, there is a problem. It's not what the problem is ; it's how best to handle a situation with your partner.

No matter how hard we try , it isnt possible to always envelope in the hazy feeling of love , nor is it likely that a couple will be the perfect fit from the beginning right to the very end .

Two people may be compatible at the start of their relationship , but as time progresses , they will grow , change and undertake new experiences , but not necessarily at the same pace or in the same form .

We've changed and we've grown ; though only time will tell if for the better or the worse - and we're frustrated that our partner dont seem to understand or accept that.

Too many times, we're too busy feeling indignant, justified and trying to make a point that we cant seem to see our partner's point of view. Every statement might be true to us, but it might leave a scar on heart to someone else.

Everyone wants to be heard and understood, so one person have to do the hearing and understanding.

Relationship are about love, patience and understanding ; though sometimes it may feel like a war.
It is easier to complain than it is to work hard. It s easier to give up than to try harder. It is certainly easier to protect our ego than it is to admit we may be wrong.

And I'm wishing that I could take your hand
And set you on some untouched land
Just so you are never sad again
And you world you have known will somehow end

We the kings - Rain Falls Down.

How much of love could you pour out?

2010-05-01T19:58:00.003-07:00

Stop stalking me alright :D

I'm not in church on a sunday morning, :D :D Well, because I've already went yesterday night , :p
My pastor must be the coolest pastor on earth, who used an IPAD with his sermon notes in it to preach, he's awesome awesome awesome! :D

Many of us been complaining about the hard times, struggle in life but have you ever realize many struggles are created by us, ourselves?

To me, being a christian doesnt mean being really holy. Being a christian doesnt mean I should be judgemental, judging someone by their looks, by their attitude. We're all shaped before them, thats all.

Like everyone else, we always judge someone by the way they dress, how they look. Just because someone is not as good looking as you are, doesnt mean tht person doesnt have a heart. Just because someone had extra piercing, doesnt mean that person is bad.
Well, we're all born with a pure heart and soul. There must be a reason why all these is formed.

We're christian in a reality world. From where I am, I mix with almost everyone, people who smoke, shisha, everything. But, I'm doing it at all. If you only avoid yourself from them, who are you going to reach out to? Christians again?

I'm doing my best to meet everyone one of my friend's needs. And that makes me realize they're somehow like us, they had a heart, they had a mind, and they look up for friendship - relationship. What is different is just our mindset, looks, how we look up on consequences in life.

Well, we always said, I want to be loved and to love. But you're waiting to be loved before you even start loving. Why don't you just love before being loved? Love the way you want to be loved. Love everyone, not some-one.

Fyi, I once tried to suicide when I was THIRTEEN.
Thir-TEEN-ager. life. sucks. that. time.

Look, sometimes when we read other people's blog, sometimes they had some point which points out for us. But the problem is, we go "Ohh , nope, that's not me."
Well face the fact, ITISYOU! One word, change.

We always said, I will love unconditionally.
Liar. When we start pouring out love to someone, we tend to start creating a list in our mind. Ohh, because I have loved you, I want you to love me in RETURN, I want you this that that this. Liar.
Who first said I WILL love unconditionally? :) second that.

Do you know, every morning when I wakeup, I would talk to my self in front of the mirror when I'm brushing my teeth. Two things I would remind myself about, :)
ONE - Today is a happy day, yesterday is a history.
TWO - Im gonna be who I am not who someone wants me to be.

Well, if you only want to be who someone wants you to be, you will never be who you really are, you would only be. someone.

There is something I am always reminded about, what differentshape a rich man and a poor man. Hardwork.
For my shock, a rich men never stop working, never quit in searching for a solution. He take every opportunity there is in front of him.
A poor man does this - Tomorrow la, tomorrow la, which would never come. A poor man gives up easily, a poor man pull of from every opportunity.

Do you know, once you started the tomorrow-lah habit, you will never stop. You will never know when today is your last day on earth.
Look, loves. If you think taking a short cut to be success is the way. Let me remind you this, you might get rich, but you will be poor in the shortest and worst way. Why? Because you had no effort in putting up education, the plan B.
We could always achieve beyond our limit, if we never stop trying.

It's like running on track. Today you're just here, if you keep trying the next day and the next day, you'll realize how far you could go. Slowly. :)

Happy coming week, peps!

meow loves roff.

2010-04-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to say Joanne is still alive after 3 hours of uploading pictures. :O Someone please kill me.

And Yes, I had a sampat photoshoot the other day and my sampat poh walked from usj6 (omg!!) To my house. I was like looking outside my window all the time and when I seen her, I shouted her name real loud and then went down stairs to pick her up :D

Before we start, we laughed so hard till we sweat, lmao! :D
It wa quite tiring 2 hours photoshoot cause I had to change so much. -_-"

Meow, banyak! :D

Relationship is like ice, water, or fire.

It could be as solid as ice, not moving. Or slow flowing like water maybe burning as hot as fire.
If you were to define your own relationship, what would it be? :)

Today, at school. I got selected for sex ceramah. Okay, someone just kill me.
Man, out of SOOOOOO many girls in our school, why me? :(

At first I didnt knew why was I called, the prefect just told me to go down and only selected ones have to go. Someore discipline teacher called me, Tan Chin Chin to be exact. It's almost like going to hell.

And when we went in the hall, all of us were like please can we run away? LOL.

I'm so lazy to blog, and I'm gonna study! :) So, off now. Love you readers :D

peek-a-boo

2010-04-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

My life is the best roller coaster ride , I've ever sat on. It goes high up real fast , and down even faster , :O This ride make me scream like mad woman.

Hi all, :)
I know it's time to update my blog :)

I had this habit where I start doing my stuff , and suddenly I thought of like "Haiya , later only do" So it's 1 work undone , drag till the next day and same thing happy , now it's 2 work undone , and the next day and so on.

So , when it's time to really do it. I had too much to do that I don't even have the mood to do it anymore :/ Gahh!

I - am - so - lack - of - discipline !
I know this would really kill me in the future , so I'm changing aitee. Ya'll know sometimes I felt so *idk what to describe*, it's like every decision I'm about to make ,I need to think about someone else , this that that this.

I'm really a happy girl. If you're close to me , you'll know :)
& I had this supaaaa positive mindset , fyi , change your mind and your feelings will follow , remember ?
It's like sometimes we get to sense something uncool, especially girls , they had real strong sense. :) And we'll have some devil-ish whipering something tht would pull us down. I get that alot :O
But I always stick to my positive mind , and things change :)

Change your self, the world would change, one by one :)

:)

2010-04-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

Presenting the retarded Wilson :) and his gf Chun Keat.

We've never felt this way :)

2010-04-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

My stress period are always used to blog :)

Well, I'm feeling real bad right now. Some things in life, happen beyond our control. Like someone in our life leave us, they got too sick, or maybe just financial breakdown. I've been seeing people all around me leaving, one by one they did. I've never blame anyone for very bad things that happen in my life, not even God.

But sometimes circumstances in life changes my thinkings, circumstances in life stop me from mixing around with my friends. My thinking changed, I changed. And sometimes, I always expects my friends to be there whenever I really needed them, Some did and some left. What really pull me down, it's not about they leaving, it's about the commitment in this friendship.

Friendship are not formed to play the blame game, but to love one another and be there for each other no matter rejection come in. Pure friendship last without any judgements. You're a no-one to judge someone.

I tried my very best to really get to know all my friends, to really be their friend, and sometimes I get so tired to please them. I get tired of making everyone happy, where no one really know how I felt, I forgive and forget. I don't blame anyone.

You know, when you're in your first two years in high school, skipping school seems fun, not attending class because you hate the teacher seems fun, and smoking, drinking, everything ya'll should know. It all seem fun, but at one point in life you'll came to know, you're a dumbass to really do it. You only had one life to live, every second you waste, could come back.

In school, when we did something wrong, teacher would correct us, in life. Not every mistake is worth to regret, some are internal.

As young as you are, you should learn how to be wise and mature. It's always better to choose the road which look long and hard, which leads you to life. Then, to choose the road which is big and easy which leads you to destruction.

The choice you make leads you to your next step, shortcuts always destroy you in every way. You might not feel it now, but you will in the future, trust me. And there are some point you just can't turn back. Just like smoking, I find smoking sexy last time, but when it destroyed someone, it's no longer sexy, and there is nothing could be done to bring someone back to life. Not God to blame, cause it's us that wants to smoke.

And yes, friends around us is always the reason why it all started. I made a decision to step out from my friends, and my life were different since then.

If you always wonder why your life is full with problems, well, it's because you're the solution to all the problems. the only reason why the problems are unsolved, it's because you're dragging one by one and adding them to the others, running away from your problems wont solve them, but to make them worst.

Always be the first to make people follow you, not to follow people! :)

Signing off , Jo :)

More like, nothing.

2010-04-17T00:23:00.002-07:00

Blogging without picture today :)

Argh, I'm really feeling life stress now.
I really should learn how to handle stress now. I just need bubble tea ):
Yep, If ya'll know me long enough you knw I HAT HATE HATE HATE HATEE it so much when people just don't reply my text.
Whats hard? -_-"

If you really want to see PMS monster out of me, Yeah, make me angry man! :O

I've been really lazy now. You know what, Yes I know how to study MYSELF. I don't need people to keep REMINDING ME TO STUDY cause you're putting more stress in me! I've know how to plan my time to study, then why are you asking me to sit AT HOME AND STUDY SOMEORE? Omg, I'm so stress I just need to scream my lungs out.

I need a girlfriend to complaint! I know boyfriend's cnt stand complaints, LOL!

Addiction to the lovelies! :)

2010-04-15T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yes, meow :D I'm so addicted to meow-ing already and I don't know why. I'm just too adorable :D :D

Today, I'm gonna show off of all my addiction. :D It's something you would know more about me, and what I'm addicted off.
I'm addicted to colours as ya'll know, :D

I'm really addicted to belts, I think I could open pasar malam sale now, :D I had hips belt, waist belt and normal belt. I know, I just love to have em but I hardly wear them. :p
(my mom curi-curi borrow it anyway, :D)

JENG JENG JENG! :)

This is mai powerful makeup stuff :D I know, macam banyak sangat kans. I like to have it but I don't use it much. a ya'll know, I go out no makeup on one. :D If I got makeup on, i scare I'll melt people. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! omg. The inside power of the powerful! :) And I label my makeups okay, so that I know where is where, :D

I'm really quite addicted to earrings but no lnger is. I had so much of it, but I just dont wear them. LOL :)

Yesssssssss, I'm super a bag addict :D I just can't help myself with bags. I had about 15 - 20 bags, not counted the one I don't want anymore, k? :)

I'm a skirt addict too! :) I don't know why again, I just love 'em. I had all diff styles.
Like jeans skirt, mini skirt (wore once during modeling), erm.. checked skirt, colour skirt, high waist skirt, LALA skirt ('m gonna get rid of it!!!!), and long one, knee ones, etc!

But I'm really really a shoe addict. Ya'll who know me, knew I cant stop myself from looking at shoes. They're like druhs, omg! :)

I had about 25 pairs of shoes, k! :D

Rawr.

2010-04-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

Changing your looks will never change your attitude.

I don't get something. Why does people change so fast? Is there any competition on changing yourself?
If you could tell someone what you did to show them you love them, it's no longer pure.

I would never want to admit this, I've been trying hard to have real positive mind but SIGH. Yes, life sucks. Again.

Everything just don't go the way I imagined. School sucks the most, how on earth is it possible to study when everyone is making so much noise. Yes it is funny sometimes, maybe fun. But, we do need to balance between studies and others. Am I right?

YOU DON'T PAY TO FAIL.

You know, really. I've been trying so hard not to get myself in trouble. But it's all effortless, even if I'm trying whats the point when someone else drag me into trouble?

I had a very long talk with Sheanie last night, I went over to her house about 10.30pm and talked for almost an hour, well it's me talking almost the whole time, under all that I said.. I just want you to know I'll always be there to hear your problems, k?

All those problems in life teach me to get up real strong. I know sometimes it's hard, I just wanna die bla bla bla. But really, th only difference of doing something wrong in school and in life is, you could get corrected in school but you might not in life.

It's just like, throwing out words that could hurt people. You might not want to think about it at first but when it effect people, even you're forgiven. That person will still be reminded by that word.

How often a guy really knows how to be there for a girl right? Maybe it's hard to deal with girls, or maybe girls wont be the way you imagined but at the end of the day, what a girl wants is a hug over wise words.
I find it hard to deal with people sometimes, but thinking back, maybe I'm like that too.
I want to help people, but I'm afraid I would pull them down instead, :/ Hmm..

I know, there is people that would sacrifice everythng for me, I had two examples in my hand right now. I love them both but I choose not to say it out loud in my blog. It really open my eyes in being sacrificial, seriously. It's their future theyre about to deal with but they would let it go.

How sacrifice are you to the person which is important to you?

Being in a relationship is NOT about just being sweet, stop being a wanna-be la. You make me sick.
If you said being sweet all the time for the world to see is sweet, then faking sweet moments is pure? Think again.
You're right, I might not always be right. But I had my own stand, I DON'T need you to tell me what to do. but I just want to let you know, you're doing the wrong thing.
I'm happy with where I am. Who I am with. What I'm doing to my life. I need no judgements. I need no sympathy, from you.

If it ever makes you feel any better, lets go.

Love, its a special day :)

2010-04-09T23:07:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, what we seek for is only a sign of hope.

Before the begining, it ended already.

HAI! :) Yesh, my week so far is rather suckish. And I bet most of you know why. Which part of getting-into-counseling-when-its-not-your-fault is fun rightt. Gahh.

But really Thank God, teacher gave us mercy, for not calling us up on stage during assembly. I seriously, don't want to drop my face when I'm totally innocent. But instead, teacher gave us this form, that every teacher that teach us have to fill in our attitude in class, what they think about us, etc.

Mine is so far, pure clean! :D :D
It's Annycia's birthday yesterday, Happy birthday again. She got sabo-ed by the Thongs siblings :D We still love you la, k?

Anyway, I was looking through church webside pictures. And I think it's something good to blog about :p heh. So like few months back, when I first join Hair And Makup Ministry in church, they had this hair show, exam, or something thingy. I paired with Joseph aka Ed Hardy addict. HAHAHA :d

It's really something good. I learned alot, and had so much fun, except going up on stage. Imma stage freak fyi.

This is Vasha, our model :D

Ann and her model :)

Me, Our model Vasha, and Joseph.

Right after doing her hair :D

The back of it.

Careen, Jeffrey's model. AWESOME MUCH?

All the models for the day! :) :)

Everything don't end there. Like about a month or so, we had makeup workshop. And Hair and Makup ministry members get to go for freee *biggywideysmiley* :D

It's seriously a worth going thing man, You get to learn the right way to make up, how to NOT mke you look so fake *yeah talking bout u*

And the right way to put on makeups. Haahah, I was Lex's model on that day.

He's the one teaching us, He's from singapore, pro.

Teaching us about the tone colour, :O

Trying how-to.

Look at his makeup stuff *saliva flowing*

Group picture! Spot me :D :D :D

Sampat one, :D

Our lives is divided into 3 parts when you're growing up.
Studies, play and doing something we like.
If you're success in two and not three. you're not really apart of success yet.
Be the salt and light! :)

You're unbelievable.

2010-04-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

So won't you be my honey bee; Giving me kisses all the time, Be mine, be my Valentine :)

Gahh, I think this would be one of my longest update! :D

I am super annoyed by my classmates, which wasted every teacher's period nagging at them. Because of their childish annoying act, what we get is all nagging -_- I need to change class, wth.

Yesterday Sheanie texted me and asked me if I would want to go Taipan Pizza Hut cause it was Wei sik bday, sadly I went looking for them about 9pm and they already finish eating, playing pool someore. :O

Surprisingly, they tapao some pizza for me, aww *group hug* We played a little pool and I played foosball with the other 3 guys. Lmao, it was super funny! :D I like that gamee. :p
Thanks for the great time, guys! :)

So, I've finally upload pictures of Chc kl easter production. My internet is so slow *smacks laptop* Showing my annoyed face towards my laptop now .

Pastor Kevin preaching :)

During worship, my fav :)
Look at the place, packed like sardin!

Jesus drinking 100+, LOL! Look at his body, bloody (!!!)

On sunday afternoon after the last production, I wasnt in there cause I went out looking for mom and dad, :(

C:

Anyway, recently, I'm so addicted to this song called Valentine by Kina Grannis :)

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Yeah, it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine
Oh, be my Valentine :)

I've turn out.

2010-04-05T19:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the MIA peeps! :D

Internet playing poker cards with me for quite sometime, and I won! lmao.

Easter was awesome, I served in hair and makeup ministry and gosh, it's like super kan cheong one lor :O but it's really fun!
At the end of the day, I just fall right on my bed and sleep. Really tiring tho!

I happily skipped school today, NOT. I had bad headache, like omg I could feel my heartbeating at my head (!!!!) SICK. I wokeup about 5am, and my head is like.. heavy? Felt like I was going to pas out, so mom gave me panadol (which didnt even work a little bit) I went back sleep!
C:

I still had one month and blabla days before my second term, IM ALREADY STUDYING :)
*self pats*
Yeah well, it's because I couldnt concentrate in class for the last 2 weeks, and I guess I missed out too much. So to play safe, I study early! :D

That picture is a self timer picture, I just love playing with sun lights :)

HEHE. Yesterday, I dreamt about something really weird. I dreamt about I knew the old me. Well, the old me is like.. this.
I was once a shisha addict.
I smoke TWICE.
I'm nver open to opinion, I want things my way.
I hate it so much when people tried to correct me.
I thought friends was always right.
I want people to like me so I do stuff so that they could like me.
I hate my brother, i hate my family.
I judge.
I go to clubs.
I drink.
I'm a double-faced girl.
I skip school and classes.
Studies is just nothing to me.

Yep, That was who I am in my past. But, ever since last year when I first had a leader in my life, things changed.

I quit smoking, shisha, clubbing, and NEVER wanna get drunk anymore!
I had a family (w5) which will always be there for me tru thick and thin! :D While my friends would only be there when things werent good.
Sheanie been more then a close friend to me, we're like soul connected! :D
Realized that, I dont need to do anything to make anyone like me, people will be attracted by your good attitude. I did not do anything, and I'm knowing more friends then ever in my life.
Got serious about my studies. Life is not easy without a stable job. Thanks to my teacher, I know the difference of career and doing what I like (modeling :p)
I am now open to what people say, yay! It's hard because I had high ego in me too. But we're not always the right one. :)
I stop judging people. and start loving everyone. Even my enemies (still trying) :D

Well, it's really hard to shape your character if you wouldnt want someone's help. I am forever grateful to have my awesome cell leader to really pull me up all the time and keep me going. W5 ze' best :) loves!

I need, boy.

2010-02-15T01:57:00.000-08:00

First of all, Happy Valentines and Happy Chinese New year too all lovely readers. If got alot angpaus must treat lunch okay? If too little then, I don't know la. HOHO :D
May All blessings flow in your life more then enough, no matter from finances to love and relationship or health :)

Chinese new year is.. Speechless. It's not that bad but overall. I'm not enjoying this year :O Hmm. Things happen but the important one is eat together as a family, even tho having arguements, is it that hard to bite your tongue for at least one night?

Why argue and spoil the whole dinner night? Gahh. I hate arguements. Even seeing people argue. -.-

I went AC with my brother, Annycia and Edmund on cny eve cause we're all rottin and something happened, no one wants to stay there any longer. So we left. We played fusball, some ball thingy and pool :D
Fusball was friggin funny becausee... (close your eyes, dont read) We're all noob, and we score our own goal!

YOU DIDNT READ ANYTHING :D

But anyway it was all okay. Today, me and my brother had surprise for mummy and daddy :D For valentines. since they did not celebrate two-two after me and my brother was born, so why not we put some effort kans.

And So, me and my brother went to pyramid early (consider late because we're 2 hours later then our planned time-.- overslept) And booked two seats at TGI Fridays for mom and dad, we didnt get to buy rose but it's all okay :O

We went up to the cinema to buy movie ticket, expected little people but It's friggin long like sausage, LOLLL! And we lined up. I went down, ALLL THE WAY DOWN to get something and when I just reached there, my brother called me. And asked me to run up as we need to buy another ticket for Chun Toi, me and my brother to watch other movie.

I ran all the way up, and trust me. I was sweating already. But at the end, no tickets --" At least we bought couple seat movie for mom and dad. Heeeh! :) And when they arrive, we brought them to eat. pay for the bills and pass them the ticket and left :D

They came home smilling instantly :) but oh, they didnt want to eat at TGI so we change place to KimGary. This was before we left home :) I'm glad mummy and daddy is happy with what me and Brother did. The plan almost failed as they want me and my brother to eat together with them but me and my brother refuse cause it was planned for them.

After so much no, they finally ate two-two. LOL. :) Lovesss.

Whispers tickles my heart.

2010-02-12T03:22:00.001-08:00

..and I'm back to blogging. :)

I am somehow super not fancy about celebrating valentines day. I remembered the last time I spend my valentine in pyramid, and it's all couples. Even some of them wore the same shirt, like turf? LOL.

Plus, it actually make not muuuuuuch difference celebrating valentines lor, I think la. Of cos it's something good to spend with someone special kans. Well, I think SOME people would only show love during valentines day, but on a normal day.. nah.

I'm just saying, I don't know who la. :D but anyway, making effort to make someone happy wont eat you up so much right? Why only do it once a year? :O Plus a normal dinner and good conversation is super nice date rather then super nice dinner with no good conversation or awesome day but with bad arguements.

Plus, nothing wrong being single during valentine, date your best friend :) We love our best friends too, yes? What wrong just going out with them, no matter male or female. But usually do date male, or else you'll get some staress.

Okay, I'm very curious about something. How could someone actually looks at someone else and then AIM that person and then fall for that person and then kao that person? :O

Okay take someone name.. coconut as an example. So coconut was walking around farmville, LOL. And coconut saw apple. Coconut was like "not bad ah this apple, body red red like that, shinny someore" So coconut decided to go after apple. and then dont-know-how coconut suddenly like apple :O

Weird much? I think if you could just see someone from their outside and suddenly go for them, means you can own them and then see the third party from the outside and wanna like them too, yes?

Plus, sometimes we tend to move too fast in relationships. It's like 2 weeks after confess, wah together straight. Some.. 1 week. some.. 2 days -_-" Like how much you know that person sial? I read this from the net, they said, the maximum amount of time for a guy to get to know the true colours of a girl is 3 months. Yameh? I do think it's true. Cause at first, that someone seems perfect and then you'll see something unperfect slowly.

SEE? I wonder why are they rushing. If that person really likes you, he would WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT and not just say he would wait but to stay loyal and wait! If that person really likes you, then he wont run. so why are you scared? Trying making them wait, without telling them if they run, they're not worth it.

Even SOMEEEE guys, would keep you hanging on and then go flirt with other girl. If you dont answer them quick, they would move on with other girl. How 'loyal' :)

Please ah, make the right decision. I don't like seeing my friends getting hurt and spam facebook (even I spam, but with happy posts okay)

*brother talking on msn* *puts this on the table and say quickly* "Mummy ask you to give you this!!" *runs away* *brother saw, takes this thing and throw at me* *both laughs*

Lovesss :)

Where am I in that red thing?

2010-02-10T02:50:00.000-08:00

I had quite a strong feeling that my readers would miss me now. Hee :0

I neglected my blog for quite awhile but I'm back after many many promises to my readers that I would update my blog. and the chatbox is gone. TOO BAD ;D

Valentines is just around the corner. CNY is nearby, I think CNY broke my Valentines spirit as both of them falls on the same day. HOW COULD YOUU? :(
But well, who could we blame then? :/ Hmm. All I know is cny is all about, cookies, drinks, red red red, relatives, visiting and what we all know, angpau. :D

I used to look forward towards CNY like mad. As in, I couldnt even sleep during CNY eve because the very next day I could wear new clothes, maybe put on some RED MAKEUPS (When I was young alright) And even see my loooong lost cousin.
But ever since I-don't-know-when CNY is just angpau taking day :O Hmm. I look forward to just rest at home during the holidays, I mean its no school day (!!) But oh no, exams is just right after CNY. Teacher is trying to kill the fun! Yes?

So whose excited for VALENTINES ? :)

And oh, Love me more because I've been very hardworking nowadays :D Hehe, and also helpful :) I've helped my classmates in homeworks they don't understand okay. We share share knowledge kanss. *sniff*

I think I'm hungry *grumps*

Sometimes relationship just don't go the way you wanted it to go, does that mark failure?

Girls had PMS every month, but guy have them too. All I know is, girls one is worst. So bare with your girlfriends if you had one. :)

Will update more soon! :)

The Law Of Clarity.

2010-01-24T01:57:00.000-08:00

Today, Pastor K preached about "THE LAW OF CLARITY"

Me, personally thinks it's a very very good sermon.

Let's start with, what is law of clarity?
LAW OF CLARITY is knowing where you are going and how you are going to get there.
It was said, if you don't spend time to plan, you'll spend more time solving the problem itself.

So through my opinion, it is very important to plan our life ahead. Take our future as an example. What is your goals in life? Some people would want to be a pilot. To be a pilot, the first thing you have to do is study well. and that means you have to have a great plan ahead.

To study, aims for A's and where are you going to take the course.But not only that, being in a game plan, we have to keep our plan on track. Keep going. No one wants to create a plan and give up, half way. It is also important to put action in plan.

Successful life spell HARDWORK and commitment.

With that we need to PLAN AHEAD ;

Predetermine a course of action.
Lay out your goals.
Adjust your priorities.
Notify key personnel.

Allow time for acceptance.
Head into Action.
Expect problems.
Always point to the successes.
Daily review your plan.

SO, if you are going to rise to the top and be successful, you need to be clear about ;

1. WHERE are you going.
"What you focus on will grow. What you nurse will flourish, But what you starve will die."

2. HOW are you going to get there.
"A clear plan bridges the gap between what you desire and what you achieve."

Do you have a plan to get to where you want to go?
"If there is something that you want but you never had t before then you must be prepared to do something that you have never done before!" (:

You need to first have understanding before an undertaking.
You cannot do the same thing, the same way but expect a different result. Take your studies for an example, If you want to do well. and years before this you had fails of red marks. This year you want to make a change. That also bring up a different study schedule and more hardwork. Following the way you study before this wouldnt make a difference.

3. WHO is going with you.
"A life achievement is proof that I have invested into the right people"

The outcome of our lives is determined by people we allow into our lives.

4. WHO you want to be while on your way. "Integrity is like oxygen - the highier you go, the lesser it is."

At times we choose to take risks, some risks are worth to take. But some arent. In a way, we should really know our limit in taking risk either. There will be a time in your life, you don't know what to do at all. That's when eureka moments came by.

In conclusion, let me end with these principles :
i. Realize that improvement is guaranteed only to those who are willing to change.
ii. Success is the willingness to bear pain. The question is : How much pain are you willing to bear?
iii. High standards are merely ideals untill a man is willing to hold himself to them.

Do you know money come and go, but dignity, pride and reputation falls out of hand, never comes back? Be wise in your decision. We live by making decisions.

In the other hand, I want to talk about something that is happening too much in front of my eyes. FRIENDSHIP.

In life, we live surrounded by friends. We grow by friend and we were influence by friends. However, there is nice friends and un-nice friends.

Who we mix with actually depends on which friends we chose to mix with. Yes? Lately, I've realize there are friendship problems everywhere, people on facebook is arguing.

Firstly, I am very glad my friendship among my friends are still going strong. :D

But have you ever wonder why this problems happens? What is so big that worth tearing you and your friends apart. From what I know, these peoples are best friends for a very long time.

I had friendship problems many times. And never did I know. All my problems happen when a childish act came up. Sometimes, I got so angry at someone that I acted childish, not to mention the ego in me.

but ever since then, I know making up so much problems, posting up stuff is just making me mirror myself as someone lack of attention.

Do you know, when you hate someone's attitude, standing behind them, pointing at them and bad mouth them wouldnt change them? If you ever had the guts to talk behind someone's back why don't you tell them nicely about their attitude so that they could change for the better?

We human being wouldnt know about our bad sides unless someone came to us and tell us. On top of that, just talking wont change that someone but only to make someone angry. Remember, no one is perfect, but we could shape our own character.

Problem occur between two parties must be solved between two parties alone. Mature people solve without any harsh. But with maturity. I strongly agree with that, If you and your friend had problem between the both of you. Why don't sit and talk?

What is the point shouting and scolding? Does that satisfy you or it just make you feel stronger? To my point, winning over these doesnt give you any benefits. Have you thought, so what if you win? That person will be scared of you?

We live to make decisions. The problem is, if you ever never like that person, then why even bother to backstab them? Not just that, being nice to someone in front but back stab then right behind doesnt help at all.

Be mature, accept people's opinion and change. It's that easy. How many friend you had that never talk behind your back. NONE. Even I did it before. But as soon as I realize, I stopped. I now freely tell them right in front of their face, nicely. Because I love my friend and even my enemies. I want them to change, I don't want to avoid them, but to change them.

You will only change, if you're willing to change.

how fast can you move?

2010-01-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

Yes I am sick :'(

I am suffering with Fever, vomiting, diarhoea, flu, stomachache, and headache. So, before I die.. All I want to say is.. HI :)

CHOI *touch wood*

Mom tapao porridge for my dinner just now and after finishing my food like 15 min, I vomit everything out again -__________-"

I don't know HOW my brother gets better while I'm getting more and more worst, any idea how to have speedy recover in one day? :/ I guess I'll just believe in God's work! I am soooooooooo going church tomorrow.

Facebook is being like an ass now. -.-

And again, my tummy singing bad romance. OFF :)

You gave me.............nothing :D

2010-01-23T03:04:00.000-08:00

The first picture is the hair that Joseph and I been working on :) Tomorrow is the day.
I've never really did people hair and I have some fear inside that I would maybe, BURN SOMEONE'S HAIR? or make them in PAIN? omg. Thank God it's all swept away d:

Christine, I miss you.

I've re-edited my blogskin. And now it much more simple and KOSONG. But anyway I suppose to be in service right now, :'(

This morning I wokeup with my tummy singing bad romance, How dare my tummy have karaoke sesion under my skin right? -.- LOL. And congrats to me, I got baptized this morning. *smiles*

Before 3:30pm, I felt my tummy having rock concert, all kind of noises, and it's very the pain too :( And then, I started to have headache? and then fever? And then started vomiting -____________-"

I wonder why today, while tomorrow I had something very important to do :/

Gahh :) I've feeling not-ok right now. I better stop here.

permanent love.

2010-01-19T02:47:00.000-08:00

Hi,

My name is Joa....... Stop the crap.

Okay and so someone don't belive I finish up my hmwrks, do my work and even could do maths. I took picture for you. HAAAA!

Open yr mata big big and see ah uncle! SAW? I could even draw nicely okay :D and maths! SEEEEEEE! I bang my head on the wall for you man! LOL :)
So the other day my brother had open house fr his classmates as some of them is going away already. I came back right after hair class and woah, MUMMY COOKED :D I'm hungry man. I eat eat eat and eat the whole time, heheh. I seriously don't know what are those BALLS for also. :D

The other day, I wanted to tie my hair and then i tie tie tie tie pull pull tie tie tie, dunno how la. Became bun LOL :) and I kinda like it D: I followed mummy to Giant the other day to buy me favourite meatballs :) RUSKY CURI ONE! ish. And off to hmwrks now :) BYE! :D

I saw nothing-ness in you.

2010-01-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

And so, This is my very the short post before me going to pig-land :)

School was.. speechless. I wokeup very late but made it in time, the super power of Joanne Thong when she's late D:

I felt supaaa sleepy during classes and I thought of sleeping during free-period but nah. I'll get even more sleepy if I do so. So I sortof count down the whole entire day, Sort of like I did everyday D=

Class was not that bad. Love monday much because we only had like 3 subjects? Awesome, eh? Hehe. <3

More kisses, more lipstick.

2010-01-17T04:38:00.000-08:00

Do you know in every split of second, I wonder what were you doing?
But now, life is much easier with TWITTER AND FACEBOOK. :)

Random much :) anyway, much apologies for the MIA. I've been doing my hmwrks like someone lifeless now. :/ But it's okay. I made it a point to blog EVERYDAY (if I'm super free la) and em, update my twitter more (people will hate me more) LOl.

Anyway, I've been called the facebook/ twitter spammer right now due to the many many updates I have, I'm sorry . . .. . *emoface*
BUT I COULDNT HELP IT WHAT!

I've.. told.. you.. :( I don't wanna start twitter... but.. TOO FUN AND TEMPTING :D

*looks up* I know right. Twitter :D with tweetdeck, like if easier too. Definitelly God's blessing to have tweetdeck D: Agree much?

ANYWAY, everytime I have something some peopleeeee will have it too. Like when I started.. (cannot say. ltr ppl offended).. and then OTHER PEOPLE will also (cannot say again). WHY LA ?

Okaaaay, today rightt. We had this testing testing 1 2 3 on model's hair for next week. BUT me and joseph's model suddenly cannot come :( OH NO. But Esther became our model. Wah her hair super baby hair, so nicee D:
=/
But anyway, the progress of styling her hair with plaits and stuff was.. omgosh, WHAT AM I DOING, like that. But the end result was.. OMG. WHO DO ONE, SO CUTE! *self pats*

Not that I syok sendiri or something righttt, but her hair nice ma. Sigh, but actually.. got syok sendiri abit la D: DONT LAUGH!

Anyway I've learned alot alot alot, like ALOOOOOOOOT la. And I'm proud of myself *peace sign* hehhe. I am definitelly looking forward for next week. Watch out :) And tomorrow, for school, loves.

I LOL you.

2010-01-13T02:58:00.000-08:00

OMGOSH, Take me so long to upload all of 'em. :(

but anyway, HI :D I finish my hmwrk early today :D I'm so happy and freeeeeeee XD Weeee. And so, since I was in camwhore mood, just snap snap snap snap :D and then upload upload :)

At first, I thought of curling my hair but after making up. I got so lazy so like what ever lorr :)

First one was, white boyf tee with high waist jeans short and belt :D

And then I saw this t-shirt my brother gave me, (: from topman :D

This is just one jacket Sheanie bought for me when she was emo-ing -.-

And so, I went looking for props and stuff, I used : - A cute white dress, waist belt, angel wings, some star shit to match the wings, :)

And then, A black shoulder top with Silver skirt Jac bought. and cap :)

Followed by my fav blueeeeeeee dressss :D <3>

I don't go with only white and black :) I love the colours around me :D

and lastly, my fav colour of all time :D Heh! :) So awesome me.

With the micky thing I bought during christmas production :) I love you, byes! :)

What is yr desire?

2010-01-11T23:20:00.000-08:00

I know I'm cuter then the dog, (:

Anyway, today school was super stupid. LOL. I filled up the student information form and the next thing my classmate came and ask me " Joanne, You know the number 01*-*******? (my number)" I'm like *shocked face* Er.. I don't know.

then they keep disturbing me. -.- ugh. And then during Economy class, we did this thing, I forgot what yu call it. But you have to do notes and explain to the class, each group 1 chapter.

So Apple's group went first, and the guys keep disturbing me, by asking me questions! -_-" Stoooop aiming me :( but I smart :D Can answer. heh. And then they started with stupid question like "what yr number?" And "got boyf?" questions.

Duh, I laughed. But excuse me, it's economy class lah dei. LOL. I didnt answer any of those but instead I just smiled. =D and do nothing. And one of 'em, keep walking beside me when I was walking out of school. LOL, lifeless.

After school wnt MajuMaju with Sheanie for lunch, we had so many stories to share and it's all so funny! LOL :) Lovesss. And now I'm off to do my hmwrks :D Byes.

(:

2010-01-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

I will just give you an short update, :D HEH.

So today as I woke up, I realie I had something and when I went to school, mun yee happens to have period pain, just like me.

At first I thought I wanted to stand the pain till school end, but during reccess. The smart me, *pats myself* damn smart one.. Go and buy cold water, soya bean. Look how smart is thaaaat? Period also drink cold soya bean. VERY SMART! *double pats myself*

And then the pain get worst and worst. The pain is not the worst thing yet, My class is at the 4th floor, SAD *big sigh* And so as I reached class, I'm like 100 years old now.

Me and munyee went to toilet at the 2nd floor and then went back 4th floor to tell teacher we're about to call out parents. So we went down to the lowest floor, walked to office, make a call *even typing this i feel tired, lol* And then walk back up to 4th floor to get our bags. And then went back all the way down againn, *breath hard*

When me dad come, I felt like I was in heaven, finally I could go home and sleep! :) And so now I just wokeup from my wondermilk nap :) tadaaa, and I'm still in pain ;'(

I can see your soul through your eyes. :)

2010-01-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

It's been forever since me and christine settle down and just talk, (: I had into her couple of times but never had the time to actually talk to her tho. =/ Sigh, one day yah syg?

Anyway, I just finish studying :) Felt so good. :D I've done my homeworks, yays *clapsss* And CaRson ( I spell yr name correctly again :D ) Said HI to me in msn, and I said hi back with Smiley. Then he said HI again.. =.=

And we've been hi-ing since then. LOL. But you win lah, cheeeyy.

See what I mean, (: LOL. Lame + nothing else to do fella.

I found the best way for me to study. That is to pay full attention in clas and STOP DAY-DREAMING! I always dream about people which is soooo annoying when I'm trying to study tho. But I've already learn how to wake myself up. :D

And then, finish up notes, finish every homeworks given. Have on notes and study what teacher thought today :) YAY.

LOOKK ! I've done my own notes already, *pats myself* :)

Hi cute eyes :)

2010-01-06T21:37:00.000-08:00

is a little busy with homework, blog soon :)

Blinded eyes.

2010-01-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

That was taken after futsal outing :D

So I was facebooking and tweeting, and suddenly I saw this status, I GOT SO SHOCKED. LOL.

You know, one thing I don't understand about certain girls. They could change boyfriend like changing clothes. not to insult but I'm very serious right now *serious face*

you see the other day on the 3rd, I saw the girl and guy together, loveydovey. she said I will never stop loving you this and tht. OH YOU KNOW (:

And then the very NEXT DAY, Her facebook status change! I mean her "in a relationship with......" CHANGED! I'm superb shocked. It's just one day, ONE DAY???

And it's not like the first time, always! So weird. I mean they couldnt survive without one half is it? But wait it's not just one person I knew, TWO. And both the same. I'm like -__________-

I don't mean it, but it impact me with different thought about that person lor.

And then, they could do the very same thing they did to every other person, nor say the very same thing. OMG SICK. -.-"
Gosh.

I know you see me.

2010-01-06T04:53:00.000-08:00

Yaaay, Hellooo (:

School today was a little boring but awesome as well. I took my text books which is about 14 of 'em. And bught my exercise books which is ALOT!

Walked up to my class which is at the 4th floor and I almost died half way! Where is all the good guys? I can tell, my school. EVERY GUY fail the gentlement test! -.-

But anyway, Wei zhao came to me and offered to help me to carry my books to my class, duh it's so heavy so why not. And then He go and sabo me, hide my books and disturb me. See what I mean =="

Wei Sik even join him, WHAT A BUDDY HEH?

Btw, I heard this massive story about my school canteen workers and the guards and stuff, the story was. OMG O.O Haaaaaaaa :D

I finished my homework and I got about one hour to online before bed time, :D I got alot to study and alot homeworks, but I enjoy doing 'em. :) Alot.

This friday cell group will be at Putrajaya, AWESOME! :) And you wouldnt wanna know who is my english teacher. She couldnt even speak properly and she'll be teaching *jumps down from klcc and fall flat* Ew, omg.

No longer needed to beg.

2010-01-05T01:03:00.000-08:00

I was sleeping the whole entire day and omg, BORED? + headache + stomachache.

I had alot things in mind, much personal stuff, so I put 'em aside and start studying moral. I could study but when I stop for a 5 mins break, i started thinking about idontknowwhat again.

Serious much, I don't know whats on my mind, but I know there is something in my mind.

I guess something is bothering me a little, hm :/

Anyway, as was blindly thinking about idontknowwhat, I made my decision to just remain in art stream, since the teacher super 'pilih kasih' one and she'll probably poke me the whole entire year.

Like what she did to the malay girls last year, super racist, I know right.

Plus, how would you do well in that subject if you actually hate that teacher nor the teacher hates you, oh well. :/
But you know what, Art stream people could score too :) I will.

Sei Pn. Lim, you wait man. I forgive you, for now. ugh.

And yeah, that actually means lesser time in everything and more time to studies. I could manage my time but it takes a while, cause I'mma slow catcher. I couldnt focus in too much thing at once, one at a time.

And when my studies is stable, maybe after my first term, I'll be committed, again :) It's the 5th day of the year and I don't want to waste much time anymore. Cope with me, don't stress me out. :)

Form 4 is very important to me, thoo.

GTG, (: Lovesss.

No reason to hide.

2010-01-04T18:08:00.000-08:00

You know what really kills me? :/ simple.
T - E - M - P - T - A - T - I - O - N .

It kills me all the time. Like when you go out to the mall and you saw this pretty cute dress, obviously people like go all crazy over it, but I know I don't have the cash, aitess?

Or you just temp to want something even you know it's not the right thing to have, it kills!

Honest words, Temptation kills.

I've been having pretty bad headache since last night about 10pm, I could say . It's the worst I've ever felt. As soon as I had that headache, my fingers are weak and it was shaking a little, I felt so.

I went on bed ready to sleep but I got all blury! I couldnt even type text properly, cause my head hurts so badly :/ But at the end I fell asleep. Did wokeup about 3 time. You know that headache is the worst thing to have, aint it?

And so, I wokeup with a little headache but much much better then yesterday :( and my tummy felt so uncomfortable, you know why, I know why =/

Thats when temptation kills me right in me. I soon then repented.

This is a picture I found of my cousin and her best friend, (: She's the one typing up her hair.
Cute much? :)

-.-

2010-01-03T22:49:00.001-08:00

School? Speechless.

I shouldnt love you, but i want to :D

2009-12-31T16:39:00.000-08:00

So think I just created a new record yesterday? :0 Hahaha, by staying at home the whole entire day for New years. I know right (;

It's new years now, Start a new chapter in your life journal title "2010" :] The mistakes you've made, let it all past and never do it again.
Friendship brought up to a whole new level, Love your friends more, appreciate them and get more catch-up sessions, (: We, Girls know it's important to just sit with our girlfriends once a while just to catch up, yes?

And so do, in relationship. Open a whole new chapter and start right back again, the pain the problems will be planted. :) And that is how all of learn and understand the other half better, in a way. It's pretty painful but it gets us to communicated much better, somehow.
If you've hated someone for hurting you. Holding that hate back, wont make you feel any better, Why don't just forgive that person and forget about that problem, (; Be forgiving.

I'm done with my intro *winks*

Anyway, you know whaaaaaaaaat? Around 1am I decided to head to bed yesterday after reading so much of touching texts *sobs*
=]

And when I just got in my room, I turned off the light. :/ After walking few steps I felt something weird. I ran to my bed and hold my teddy, also cover my self with my comforter.

And since then I'm in fear, of I don't know what also, but it's scaryy okay! I'm kinda afraid of the dark, even tho I never show. Trying to be macho ma! :D Alright, back to it, and then when I lie down I look at my door, and I spot my towel hanging behind my door?

It's my WHITE towel, and it's the ONLY THING HANGING *goosebumps*
Yer, You know right, those 'stuff' always come out white colour and then with no legs can fly someore right. Honestly, I was pretty scared wondering if my towel is about to fly or not. =/

And I'm like wondering " WHO SO SMART PUT THE TOWEL THERE?"
........ *birds flew through*
5 minutes later, I realize it was me, LOOOOOOOOOOOL! *smacks head*

But anyway, I keep my self busy texting friends to keep myself calm. I was too scared to even turn the lights back on. =/ dumb, I'm scaring my self.

Lucky I found the baby pooh sleeping eye mask and then went to bed straight, LOL! I've learn something new in 2010, NEVER hang your towel behind your door alone! :)

Look into your eyes and I'll ever forget (:

2009-12-31T06:12:00.000-08:00

Hi,
FIRSTLY, I want to complaint about blogger. This stuuuuuuuuuped blogger die also don't wanna upload that 5 picture. I've been trying since afternoon till now, which is 10.16pm already! omgosh.

Okay. I'm done complaining. thanks for reading :D

NAH. Anyway, I'm not celebrating new years this year, not without my boyfriend =D Yeah man, I don't even feel like leaving the house for diner either. So, :)

I've been nvited to pyramid, The curve, Genting ( :s , Genting weh!), And even Ampang lookout point. But sorry, all ffk-ed by me.

Doubt you guys talking about me, because I'm sneezing like mad. :/ WHY YA'LL SO EVIL? Anyway, I've been, twittering, facebooking and msning the whole day, Even tidy up my room (: Ah. I miss ze' boyfriend so much :(

My brother is currently in someone's house, Christine is somewhere else, Sheanie is somewhere else, everyone is out and Joanne is at home, blogging. *bangs wall* LOL. and omgosh, my parents came home just now shocked.

They tohught I'm like emo-ing at home or something. I'm like telling them NOOOOOOOO for 2732872 times and they still ask the same question. Gosh, they asked me to follow them to dinner but I don't feel like going out so I asked them to tapao for me, but they keep forcing me. lol didnt work.

Maybe I'm afraid they might kidnap me to countdown with them, NOT :D Hahaha! (:

I'm bored as hell right now, signing off,

JoThong :p

Look beyond.

2009-12-30T19:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a super-duper tiring day, I can say , :)

But anyway, we had tennis session with Wendy, Terence, Chee Peng, Chee Heng, Gladwin, and my brother in the morning :D Wendy first time playing tennis, And she is quite good at it, :D It was very fun, Shall do it again very soon as I needed to exercise :)

MSSD is coming, I'm not sure whether I'm taking part of not, maybe not. Erm, anyway. After Tennis all of us went over to Maju-maju for breakfast. We watched this stupid movie on the TeeVeee, and all of us keep complaining how dumb the movie is, but at the end everyone still watch it. HAHA :)

And after that, me, My brother, Terence, Gladwin & Chee peng decided to go swimming. Its super funny to swim with them, lol :) Someore someone wore boxers to swim, LMAO! hahahaah! I laughed so much during swimming session, lol :)

Went home, and I check my facebook, update my twitter while my brother slept untill 5:45pm we leave home for movie outing :) Wendy came by soooo early man, but we went to church to change car and omg, I'm not gonna wash my pants anymore =D

And so, we went to Klang for the movie, and we watched Avatar, AGAIN. LOL. Pretty funny cause I did not sleep this time, and instead I was all kan-cheong. I was biting my nails, that was pretty much sick, I know righttt :/ And I was sitting beside Keith, ngehehe! :)

And because the other day, I fell asleep during the last part, This time I watched it. OMG IT'S SO WEIRD! hahahahahaha! I wanted to laugh my ass off weh. The girl is 10x bigger then the guy, lol -.-

Okayokay, *cut*
Anyway, After the movie we went for dinner,supper = supner? LOL. and then home, yay? :) I'm doneeeeeeeeeee =D

Ended the picture with the girls :)

The beat-the-box people!

2009-12-30T19:15:00.000-08:00

So the other day I followed ze' boyfriend to a beatbox gathering in Pavilion, along with Jasper :D And all of em' met in redbox, I don't know or what. :/

So, at first when I went in was hoping to see familliar faces but when I went in the room I'm like "Is this the wrong room or what?" but I know definitelly not, O.o So I just sat down and erm, become blur? LOL.

The food there, is quite bad actually. I enjoy none of it, LOL.But anyway, It turns out okay after Jacqueline came by, :) Had pretty funny chat with her and I know right, we crapped soooo much :D

Group pictures :) I'm not sure why I looked so white in all pics.

And, before all of us left, another group picture ;D It's was a tiring day, and I think I blogged about it before so I don't feel like blogging much about it now, :) Just wanna upload those pictures laaaaaaaaa :D HEH.

Fly freely :)

2009-12-28T08:47:00.000-08:00

said : Giving up is not an option at all :)

Final post right before I'm going off to bed, Well, I'm kind-of not too happy right now, :( My stupid freaktarded charger burned off after 10mins of charging and my phone is totally dead.

At least I found my extra charger but phone still can't on. :( Needa wait till morning I guess, sigh :'( And I'm so like - the confused right now. I wonder why lar, WHY?

I'm sure you wouldnt know what I'm talking about but nevermind, It's just some small matter, erm. Will cope with that, sometimes it's just so hard to hit it. -.-"
Too much of yes, makes no harder to accept? Crap.

Be wise, do the right thing.

2009-12-28T05:12:00.000-08:00

You've found the key to release the fear inside me, and the key to unlock my heart :) Love you.

Omgosh, Today been boring, omgomgomg. I've been chatting with Carson the whole day, WHOLE ENTIRE DAY. Seriously. While ze' boyfriend is in melacca, my brother is also in melacca and Terence is also in melacca. WHATS WITH PEOPLE AND MELACCA? O.O

And so, CaRson and I were chatting the whole day, I spell yr name correctly this time lame-o. :D Nothing much to chat so more like bullS the whole day, lol :) And omg I got twitter now, Trying to get use to it and already quite addicted to it now (:

I know right, doubt this will happen already! :p Heh, Will be having IO camp outing again on the 30th but at the same day I had tennis with Wendy, Catherine etc etc etc :) Tennis gang, show yr self :D

Mom and dad been working whole day and they just came back, it's 9pm now, I just had my late dinner, awww :'( tomorrow I'm not sure what I'll be doing. HEH, maybe meet up Sheanie and have a little chat? I don't know man.

Alright, Gotta run, thulus =)

Candid by Matt during christmas production o_o I was like scolding/talking to someone. I think :D but I like this picture so much.

Love without condition :)

2009-12-27T04:40:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had a dream where it appear as a real life fact? I had, and it happened not just once. Sometimes I dreamt something which got me sweating all over, the whole night. Sometimes when things happen to me, it felt so familliar as if I know it was going to happen, then I realise I dreamt about it.

Tsk, sometimes I wonder if its a sign of like warning or something, I don't know :0 anyway, thats random :D

I'm so bored, and my mom sabo me today :( haih, sad. I want to go somewhereeee! Thought of ampang right now :/ gosh. I'm so bored tht I'm facebooking all the time, HM. I still thought of getting twitter :D :D but crap, what if I'm addicted?

Even I have to check facebook AT LEAST 3 tmes a day :( and spam my own facebook, imagine twitter. Hmmm :/ HAHAHA. Ah, I'm going off now, byes! will update after receiving pictures.

All my fears swept away :)

2009-12-26T04:04:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, It was christmas. :) I usually feel excited because IT'S CHRISTMAS = presents. Just this year, I felt nothing at all, just like another ordinary day is coming by. :/ And on christmas morning, I brought Jacqueline darling to church for the christmas production :]

Totally love her man, she travel from her place, around ampang all the way to sunday in the morning for me! (: Aww, melted so badly, love ya! And she took like two buses, TWO. ALONE O.O but I pick her up from pyramid and straight to church lah. :D

We're a little late when we reach there :) And it was superb packed, seriously so packed. Still, we manage to get seats la =D Saw jasper girlf there. HEH. And the production was still awesome and funny, as always. It did send an important msg tru thhooo!

After the production, had a little preaching, a powderful one! And the sang christmas carol songs, and I love it. wendy's voice totally make me go wulala :D After that, we held candles, and you know :) I loveeeeeeeee candles. It's so beautiful, wonderful and powderful!

After service end, I met Annycia, Sara, Amanda, and sara's boyf! :) FINALLY. So me,annycia, Jacqueline, and wendy sampatly go look for the actors and snap pictures :D While Sara, Amanda and Sara's boyf going for lunch, heh!

The candles are just pretty somehow :)

Lights-up everywhere! :)

The boyfriend, Keith, Annycia, Joanne, Jacqueline & Wendy (:

Annycia, FUFU-YING, Joanne :D

Hahahaha! I know right, pure dumb pictures. Hahahaha, after that, hang out with Calson and all those people I met in IO camp, omgosh. I played with their dslr camera the wholeeeeee time :D SO FUN WEH. :p

Then dropped Jacqueline at pyramid, love you syg! :) And went to Subangparada with Wendy, boyf, Annycia and met Andrew Lau there. :D Ze' boyf treat all of us TGI, *big wide smile* but before we went for lunch, had a little gift shoping for Jacky Thong's birthday! :0 on christmas, double present. And Sasa :)

After lunch, went home for a while and straight to Annycia's house :D I was like super scared to go to her house as she said, ALLLLL the Thong family members will be there, and oh-you-know aunties. :/ They question so much and lecture and talk even more, just to get yr heart break again. Or just hurt you in a different way.

But thank God they're not there, yesh! :0 Had funny talks with brother and cousin while having dinner, :p and after that, around 11:30pm went over to ss15 for Sylvester's farewell yumcha along with Annycia, Wilson, Elaine, Dino, Catherine, I forgot her name, William, Sylvester - DUHHH , Ze' boyfriend, Chee Peng, Chun Keat, Wendy, sorry if I left out yr name :D

After yumcha, went to Medan for left4dead but sadly can't play so instead of left4dead, we played Callofduty :D Kan cheong game, and again, I screamed and make noices all the tme. But only half of us went for the game which is e' boyfriend, Wilson, Sylvester, William, Chee Peng, and Chunkeat. :)

Come home around 4am and fall dead on the bed, I'm so tired :( and I wokeup SOOOOOOO early today but I did fall asleep few times, like 4 times? :D Short nap la babi.

Then, followed ze' boyfriend to pavilion along with my girlfriend, jasper :D Met Jacqueline and more friends there, had quite much fun. And omgoshbbqapplepineapple weh! I was going tru the menu cause I had nothing much to do, and then I saw this drink named " Sex on the beach " I straight away burst into laughters and I showed jacqueline and the both of us looked at each other and laugh, and I was looking again, I saw another drink named " BLOWJOB " we laughed again, omg. I wonder wht they do to the drink. :D

Left pavilion around 5pm and slept half of the journey home :D Ate my dinner and I'm going to bed now, it's 9pm :)

:(

2009-12-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

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crap, Imissyou :(

I miss the feeling of being close to you, And just hearing yr heartbeat :( Loves.

I live for you.

2009-12-24T03:09:00.000-08:00

So, after we're back from IO camp, (insideout camp) Cell group, w5 had outing. And we called it.. COUPLES OUTING. Tadaaa :) Everyone have to bring a mate along with, no solo, no emo. And my date was of cos *drumrolls*, ze' boyfriend ! :) and yeah, we either have to wear couples shirt or just dress in the same colour (: I wokeup QUITE early, then got ready and had breakfast with family.

So I ate so much that I couldnt even believe I ate that much make me so full, I couldnt even breath properly. O.o After breakfast, dad dropped us off at pyramid entrance, and from there we bang into Chee peng. ;D

Walked up to the cinema and bang into Wen Jun and then met with Wendy and her friend, Emma. Emma shocked me with her age, she really doesnt look like her age, trust me. Much much much more younger then her age. :)

And so, me, Emma, wen jun and Wendy waited outside the cinema because ze' boyfriend is running late. GOOD. LOL. Went in a little late but still manage to catch up the story somehow. I felt sad for wen Jun cause her date ditched her outside, aww :/

After movie everyone chill at Burger King and snap pictures, I suddenly had period cramp that I couldnt even stand. I went over to starbucks to get myself a nice hot choc to calm my tummy. After a while my annoying freak tummy finally better.

So, Wendy posted those pictures up in facebook, and people suppose to like that picture to actually vote ;] heh.

Wendy & Andrew Lau.

My favourite colour, purple is lovee.

Heng & Wen jun.

Sho cute :)

Wilson & Catherine :)

William & Peng.

Elaine & Raymond

SOOOOOOOOO CUTEEE.

ERM..

*cough*

And finally, Sylvester and Lin pei.

Then planned to go toilet but walked half way I don't even feel like going toilet aymore. Period pain go toilet also no use one, sit down count stars only, lmao. So, then passed-by this shop which make teddy.

I spotted this really cute clothes for teddy, and you know, I get over obsessed over cute stuff untill I'm like in my own world. :D :D I go crazy, blame no one. :)

Ze' boyfriend bought me one for christmas, a brown furry quite fat but not too fat teddy! :) I made it myself! And it's sooo cute weh. I'm like all going crazy cause it's too cute (: Me likeeey.

Took me too long to name it, opps sorry everyone :/ but anyway, the bear named Shawn Lee Jr. :D I went home happily showed my parents that bear and they said I'm going crazy :D Oh-what-to-do.

Love beats.

2009-12-11T19:46:00.001-08:00

Yesterday while I was helping my dad to cook, my mom asked me if I were be staying for dinner, and I told her me and my brother had cell group so we would be home at 10pm, hopefully.

Her reaction changed, so quickly. I told Wendy and then suddenly decided to change cell group time to 6pm. How fast, I quickly went over my room and wake my brother up. He don't want to, so 10 mins later, I wake him up again, and again, and again.

Untill I realise it's already 5pm, I hardcore wake him up, I shouted and whack him hard. I told him cell group changed to 6pm and he thought I was joking -.-" Untill he read Catherine's text. Hahaha. So he quickly bath and stuff.

As he was about to dry his hair, Catherine is already here =D Ngehehe (: and cell group was awesome, Wendy is fasting, woots! Leaders fasting. Cell group is real short on that day and we did cards for the uncle we adopt. :)

I want to visit him :( Aw. I miss you, christine, Natasha & shez.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-12-09T03:50:00.000-08:00

1. Put your music player or whatever on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get yr answer.
3. You must write it down nomatter how silly it sounds!

1. What is your Motto?
- Silly Boy

2. What do your friends think of you?
- I LOVE TO MOVE IT.

3. What do you think about very often?
- Come Home

4. What is 2+2?
- Dim Sum Girl

5. What do you think of your best friend?
- Hurt.

6. What do you think about the person you like?
- Right round

7. What is your life story?
- Hot and cold.

8. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
- Hatin on the club.

9. What do you think when you see the person you like?
- Tercipta untukku.

10. What do your parents think of you?
- You're not sorry

11. What will you dance to at your wedding?
- DOWN

12. What will they play at your funeral?
- Thats what you get.

13. What is your biggest secret?
- Fire burning on the dance floor.

To heal the broken- hearted.

2009-12-08T21:34:00.000-08:00

It never works out like it's planned, but it always works out like it should.

I had NIGHTMARE yesterday night, and omg. I wokeup sweating. I dreamt about alot stuff, so many scene. UGH.

I can respond to people when I'm sleeping. My brother talked to me this morning, I didnt hear wht he said but when I wokeup, He keep telling me the same thing all over and over again, If he didnt, I would even know. Cause I can't hear wht people say when I'm sleeping.

Daddy outstation again :( Mummy will be home alone today, so I'll stay at home and accompany her, alaaa let her kacau me abit la =)

When I just wokeup, I walked to the living hall and my dog also just wokeup, he look so cute so I went over and sayang him abit. Suddenly I realize he look at me one kind sial. I think he got horny or something because I touch him, HAHAHAHA! I'm like omg and walk away, SIAL -.-

This picture was taken during Emerge Jr! :) Half way doing the frog thingy, I tell you. I hate arts so much. Mostly colouring. It makes me sick. ==" but doing the froggy thing was quite fun la.

All I have to do is to stick the eye balls. :) HEH. I was quite tired cause I need to wakeup early 3 days straight just to accompany my cousin. Knock out when I reach home. I remember one of the days when wendy is fetching all of us back, we get in the car and knock out straight.

Plus her radio was on Light Fm so the music was all slow and calm type, make me sleep like pig only :D HAHAHA! result of too tired. The 3 of us went home and then knock out again! (: Hmm. The other day went for my grandpa's anniversary gathering thing, and my dad told me. Next year it would be at our place and we will do it differently O.o Awesomeee! (:

I knew you'd be there.

2009-12-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

You're either part of the solution or part of the problem.

Hi :) While I was staring blankly at my wall, so much was in my mind and I started to flash back about something, something weird. Someone's past. I don't know why either. I mean it's weird, it happened and I don't even want to remember more about it.

But I somehow just thought of it. SOMEHOW.

Went to PizzaHut for dinner with the boyf just now. And I tell you, I think I ate sort-of alot? But idk why I don't feel full at all? It's like erm.. I ate one mcd burger only. HAHAHA. Crap.

Who knows maybe guys will get shocked cause I can eat so much with my sie like this, I'm working hard to get fatter alright. And when I'm Eighteen I'm gonna work out on my body. Hopefully becoming a model by then? :D

BUT NOW, All I'll do is eat. And no, I've never did diet before. Plus people often get confused on how to get their body in shape. Some of them loose weight rather than loose fat. I tell you, It's the fats that stays.

Crap, I miss my oreo and I miss Sara Thong. Been a while since we last hang out together. :D Hurmp. IO camp is QUITE near and I'm like scared cause like seriously I've never been in any camp so far with friends. I'll get home sick you knowww! :( But well said it was very fun, so shall just try? If I miss you people, I'll emo kayh.. :(

Make sure you emo too when you miss me :D Ugh, I just went tru someone's facebook and I saw this boy's party at his house, got swimming pool :( I also want tht house. He's kinda cute btw. :D

AND OH EM GEEE *GIGGLES*
Just now while I was in PizzaHut I was sort of, blur! Not sure why I started to stare at people, like you know, when I'm sleepy I do tht. And so I notice this angmolang keep smilling at his phone dont know why, even eating WHOLE TIME.

WHO EVER GOT IPHONE/BLACKBERRY SURE LIKE THT ONE. Cause the angmolang using blackberry, see wht i mean?

And then half way eating I notice ANOTHER angmolang, wah this on hot man, got charming smileeee, woots :) but only see, no touchie one. Hahahaa!I'm random hehe.

2009-12-07T23:22:00.000-08:00

PICTURE FOR EMERGE JR. I'm kind of lazy to upload in facebook yet so maybe one of these days ya :0 Heee.

We forgive and forget.

2009-12-07T22:58:00.000-08:00

The other day my brother suddenly came over to my room and told me to wake him up at 4am. Like its a must to wake him up, and I'm like wondering why would I want to stay up so long just to wake him up for?

And so, I made him let me put make up for him. I mean its super funny lah. My brother do look a little more like girl :D Hahahaha! See, something gay in the pictureee?

HAHAHAHA, HIS HAIR :P Cannot stop laughing wei.

I'm putting on mascara, but because his lash not as long as mine so I have to do that :D Plus he got sepet eyes lol!

Half done :)

So pretty boy :D HHAHAHAHAA. omg. His lash is quite long lah.

Lai lai, pose to the world to see :)

While making up my brother, I can't stop laughing. I even laugh till my stomach muscle hurts so badly. I think I've got a pretty brother. ahem :D

Yesterday is gone, tomorrow may never come but there is always today. (:

Boy loves her.

2009-12-07T22:03:00.000-08:00

SO, part of outing, I got facebooked about my standard 6 meet up, I brought Annycia with me. Because they said meet there at 10am and you know I sleep like pig, I went late, about 2pm plus? :D

Meet up with Cheok, Gan, Pearl, Amy, Caroline and Darren, Cally Gan, Andrea, Suri, Sarah and moreee. Everyone look so different. So we went for karaoke and I tell you. I actually didnt want to go, but just go cause I know there is nothing else I could do in pyramid.

Plus I was kind-of bad mood on that day so yeah. And during half time, me and annycia rush out to go get money then came back and went in toilet to camwhoreee (: Oh you know, GIRLS.

Took super many pictures and after karaoke, we left early actually. Met up with boyf and then.. I forget what else I did after that. HAHAHA! -.-

Erm, Yes. I'm kind-of hyper that time :D

Sexayyy!

I sort of like this picture :)

We're like comparing butt in the toilet cause some-bo-dy said her butt very big O.o

Lala people in da houseeeeee!

When we get back home we're like all hypered! And then we started disturbing each other, its super hard to sleep with annycia. Not to mention on my single bed. Singles bed for ONE PERSON NOT TWO. Even tho two is better than one right (:

she kick and move and move, pao my whole space lor like that T.T But because I sleep like pig, I kick her back and move and move! ;d

HAHAHAHA! :)

Life can only be understood backwards ; but it must be lived forward,
Soren Kierkegaard.

page upon page.

2009-12-07T20:38:00.000-08:00

Greetings people! :) Finally I'm gonna update my miserable blog, as you know, my blog been dead for quite sometime now, thats becauseeeee *drum roll*

Thong wei wei came by my house and stay over. As you can see, 3 people using one laptop is seriously damn mafan. So often i sign in my msn and when I go toilet, thts it lah!
Someone gonna pao the msn already :'( Annycia brought ALOT of dvd and we had movie marathon almost every night :0 How niceee right. Plus disturbing each other, had much fun with her. So much of outings and stuff. I shall start updating now :D EMOOO :)

We had cell group outing, not outing. Erm, WHATEVER-YOU-CALL-IT on last last friday, and Catherine fetched me and Annycia over to her house to help her out as she cook. As she was cooking, the both of us were like so hungry. We curi some to eat :D

then went over to Wendy's place to make fruit salad. And we have to use knife to take of mango and apple skin, I had a small cut on my finger, ouch :)

BUT because we're so hungry, we keep eating eating, curi makan :D BUT NOO, wnedy keep ocming in the kitchen and curi makan. Everytime she come in saje wanna try the fruit salad, but go curi makan so much. LOL. Pictures taken before I leave home :)

But anyway the party was not-too bad :D Played wolf. Me likey. Wanted to drop by pyramid to see someone bt we're too late, aww :( Went home quite late and then slept like dead :) as always.

It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

love with no return.

2009-11-26T00:41:00.000-08:00

So I wokeup pretty early today, BUT THEN I went back sleep half an hour later. MISSION FAILED ;( Well, my brother tried to wake me up around 10am. To help him clean the house?

Dei, it's 10am lar. Like super early. Why would you want to disturb my beauty sleep. BUT of course he failed to wake me up. & He did some hardcore stuff on me to disturb me awake. FAILED. Not only that, he got hardcored back by me. Never disturb Joanne when she's asleep :)

Look at the yeng-ness I've done on my brother's arm. :)

Another one :)

Kacau me someore la. D: My nails are like LONG. So, I can scratch! :)
Anyway, around 1pm I felt someone is watching me sleep, So I open my eyes and look on my right since my left is already the wall. But i see no one. I turned my body to check under the bed and before i fully turned BOOM!

My dog was looking at me. Showing me some puppy face LOL :)

HHAHAHAHAHA! :]

Then I took a nice cold bath and clean my self up & started to clean my room and the house :D I had no idea why I can't stand to let my hair down at home o_o" But anyway, I camwhored right before I start cleaning =D

I wore that shirt TWICE only, wth.

I've decided to hang ALL my clothes and fit it in. Cause I don't like my clothes folded, AT ALL. And the result is... Too much clothes too little space. AND AGAIN, I had 3 big bags of clothes that I'm going to give away :]

I had sooo many t-shirts. Yet, I never wear them. =(
After cleaning my room, I chilled for a while and arrange my stuff, etc. Suddenly I look at my wall and went over to my brother's room. Took 2 markers and a pencil then started drawing my wall. :)

At first it looked like some shit but lucky I drew with pencil so I can erase and draw again :) Ended up it's pretty! :D - See, so cute with my hand there.

BUT, with my brother here. It's total disaster!!! :( He see my masterpiece soo nice right, He also want to have his own SHIT masterpiece! Then he drew his masterpiece BESIDE mine. And omg :( :( GUESS WHAT HAPPEN TO MINE?

SCROLL DOWN :D

DOWN!

=( WUWUWUWUWUW!
YOU SEEE! :( SPOILED! =(

Blue ;
Because LOVE is blue.

Come home, Come home.

2009-11-25T17:17:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo blog-readers , I'm awake at 8am. Awesome much? =D Yeah, thats because I slept pretty early to wakeup early :] I know right, siao!

But ANYWAY, I went out to catch some fresh air and I felt much refreshing right now ;D Thought of going swiming but it's like COLD? And I wouldnt want to FREEZE? Right, whats with Joanne and swimming?

Ah, school holidays are like BORING. Real bored, pure bored, bored to the core. Okay, whatever but just bored. Annycia coming over my place later tonight :D YESH! We're gonna have some sister-torture time tonight. She'll be bringing DVDs and chips for me! =) Loveee you man.

And oh, I'm gonna pierce my belly! again ._. I watched the videos in youtube and it doesnt look like my situation when i pierce the last time. Anyway, those girls are like lying down while I'm stading? HOW UNFAIR? I wonder lying down makes it less pain? :D

Aha, my phone been vibrating for 4574835 times yesterday and my brother keep disturbing my sleep, MY MOM TOO. But I'm sleeping so I don't really care. How many of you know Joanne is like a born-to-be pig? :D Ngeheheh! [I miss the boyf]
Gotta run! :)

because love is just a HeartBeat away..

LONG FREAKING POST.

2009-11-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

Happy bday to Christine babe! :) Lovelovelove you!
And happy belated to ck too :)
And lame wilson.
So it was my brother's birthday yesterday :) I was bullied since it was his bday so yeah =) ONE DAY ONLY MAA.
So we headed to station 1 since I'm a little bit more desperate for pool :) played pool with dad and omg. He pao me like.. idk what to say :( I no chance to play also wei. My mom was like "I cintacinta yr daddy when he play pool last time" I was like laughing my ass off. And laming with my mom :)
Called it a day after my brother blew the candles :) [sry la, pics mesed up. I'm lazy!] DAMN FUNNY! He put the choc thing on his teeth! :D
Dad teaching my brother skills!
Me and mom sit and watch! :D
MY PIZZA SO SMALL AND CUTE! :) I ate like 2.
Suddenly got 4 only -.- OBVIOUSLY SOMEONE TOOK 1! So I helped Jasond on his assignment about IPOD the other day. I got to wakeup very early and leave home around 7+? I think? Yeah but anyway, we had 4 scene.
It was was tiring under the hot sun, and tiring acting. But yeah, quite fun at the same time. Plus, I met awesome friends all along :)
Hee. Credits to you guys and good luck! & I love the big camera.

EMERGE WAS AWESOMEEEE! :)
So before my friends came to pyramid. I walked around all alone. :) duh, they don't even know where is sunway convention centre. So yeah :]
While walking, this random girl came over and asks me to take few shots and join this everyday photo competition. She said I look like I had potential. Ad when she mention I get a free printed photo. I was like OKAY NO PROBLEM :) And tadaaa~
I even get a bag :D :) Cute much? The wording suit me =D jk (:
From emerge stuff. Cool much? Only neat my seat get so much :D
YUMMYYYY! :)

6 th november ;
Shawn Lee's birthday party, held at LOL Cafe :) Went over to summit with my brother around 1400. To get the present wrapped and then WALKED BACK. In the rain, turffffff.
Took my bath and it was already 1700, one hour walk back? ;D Annycia then came by, did my hair and makeup. Chee brothers came over too. Lost the key for about 10 mins, SCARY. Did their hair too. Chun Keat then came over and then Shaun Lee. Rushed a litte, then left home around 1940.
It was one... idk wht to say night :) Bday boy was handsome, of cos. AND THEN WE LEFT around 12am. I knocked out later on. DONE.
Before I got tipsy! -_-"
The only picture I dont look RED.
Oh-you-know-what. I got very nice armpit :]
I got freaking long neck here. -.-
My brother look so cute here =D

Hey, I see you in my eyes.

2009-11-17T15:14:00.000-08:00

Alright, This is a super late update about Seafield school prom night, mtp 5 & 6. So practically I wasnt suppose to be there but yeah I just wanted to watch Shawn's performance. So I've been asking and asking.
The ONE SIT ticket is like gold. SO HARD TO GET. :( Untill I met Darren in an outing and h helped me. Thanks much Darren! :) Movie is on mee. :D
The prom was awesome, I was a little bit scared cause I'm not their student and it would be obvious wouldnt it? What if I can't get in? Plus had to pay about 60 bucks for it tho. But with helps, of cos I get to go in.
The food wasnt that bad, but.. I got food poisoning for about a week. :( Nvm ;D Hee. Met funny people there! had much fun.
- would be updating more cause I had alot to update! :D

I'm hot and you're cold. :D

2009-11-11T21:21:00.000-08:00

So the other day I decided to clean my room as my brother offer to help me up :) And you'll never believe how messy and dirty is my room. Like seriously. You can't een walk in my room, no joke =D Well, while cleaning is like going for a swim. I was sweating like mad. And oh, I have to arrange most of my stuff myself cause I scared my brother put it somewhere else and i can't find it. :D

I put on headband cause my hair is rather annoying. :p

Hey! Look what I've found :) The cpl keychain I bought for my ex last two year but didnt get to give it to him. I never gave anyone after tht :D Hee. :)

OH! Bear bear got a new friend, wear wear? HAHAHAHA! :) Boyf gave both to me ;D Ngehehe.

& the dirt after sweeping :)

I know right, ultra disaster. My room is small and the dirt is ALOT.

Definitelly had 5 min break to just camwhore :) :p

OTW to usj14 to photostate my brother's stuff. And ohmygoodness. So funny. The guy there was mumbling some shit we dont understand and everytime we ask him question he mumble back. LOL He took like one hour to photostate. As I need to go toilet but i tahan for one hour. My bladder was about to burst. Seriously.

More worst, one hour later, he told us the thing spoil already =="

After came home, messed up hair :)

Just for fun :D

& Changed back t continue cleaning my room :) BWAHAHAHA! XD 5 min camwhore break.

OHMYGOODNESSS. you see you see boyf sooooooooo cute :) Muahahahaaaa!!!

I was once afraid to love again,

untill you came in :)

I'm cool about it ;D

2009-11-03T06:54:00.000-08:00

01 - 11 - 09

Had meeting at mastermind for prom night. I wokeup sort of late cause was too tired, texted christine about the prom meeting and then got ready :p

Asked dad to fetch me over to mastermind and then waited for Christine downstairs. Waited like crap, finally after 20 minutes she came --" The meeting was rather funny cause the plan was like wth? Some magic? Whuttt?

- They said we'll have fashion show for the model and OMG. It's not any fashion show. I mean what you do in fashion show? Walk like model? and this, they want us to dance like SEXY. And more. ZOMG.

Goodness, I dont want to do stuff like that lor. I mean if you wanna have fashion show, have a proper more pro one la, deng!

Around 3:30, the boyfriend came and fetch me. Get to get out of that weird meeting was the best sial! :)) Went over to Mid Valley for movieeee :D Was a little jam throught the way there and I'm like superduper tired. I even almost fall asleep during the meeting.

Not enough sleep. :( So, we had movie date WITH 70 more people! Not bad right, but it didnt felt like 70 people anyway. It's cool. We watched "This Is It" I rate it 9/10 :]

Met awesome peoples, and I could say I'm the youngest there :d, as usual lah. No one knew I'm like 15 untill I told them, sad? :D Heee. Came back around 11pm later then. :) Dad asked me why am I so happy when I just step in the house :D You & I know why.

Joanne Shawn Lee
; & Baldwin :) Joanne ; Shawn Lee
; Zlwin ; Jolene

Leonard ; Joanne ; Shawn Lee
; Zlwin

& again :D *evil laugh* :)))))

spot something in the picture :D NHEHE.

Will update about seafield prom night, after I got my pictures :))

iloveyou ;

Fall For you :)

2009-10-26T21:53:00.000-07:00

Wokeup pretty much late yesterday, around 10am and started screaming as I can't find my phone. I knew Sheanie gonna call till my phone about to explode. And so I search high and low, here and there. Was pretty much mad at my brother that time because he was suppose to wake me up since he borrow my phone for alarm.

Finally found my phone WRAPPED under few comforter. -_- and called sheanie. She's with Lenon eating so I got ready and they came over to fetch me ;D Credits to Lenon for the ride. Reached pyra around 12:30?

Ate at BBQ plaza. Met MayMay, Melissa, Siew Wei there. Went to look for job then got seperated :p I suffered in heels cause I got blister at the back of my leg. LOL.

First stop A.A, omg then i passed this shop. The red dress is just so pretty. I passed like 7-8 times looking at it hoping i got money to just buy it right away! It's too cute! :( So nice so nice! I'm madly crazy over it.

We asked alot of shops. Hopefully they'll call. :) Then went over to MCD to pamper myself with mcflurry :p heee. After that walk around hee XD Then went to stickerphoto booth and took some.

Later on met aong with Shawn at forever21. I tried on the top and i love it soosososooooo much. Gonna get it someday hee =D

OMG. SOMEONE GOT IPHONE 0.0 I play with the phone untill so syok wei :p so fun! And then, seperated with sheanie and lenon cause she need to go home. I showed Shawn the red dress I saw earlier. OMG PRETTY.

Then suddenly he buy me the dress like what the?? lol but I am truly blessed :D I like that dress so much! :) Love it.

THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I like it so much. :p

Red is the new hot pick! :)

If I were a boy :p

2009-10-21T23:33:00.000-07:00

Hi,

Let me tell you a perfect secret, I'm super bored right now. Done :D Awesome much? :)

Anyway, planning dates ;D

♥ Had outing with Tsiwey tomorrow, berdating.

♥ she's coming to cell group with me, YEAH MAN! @8pm.

♥Saturday morning go support Sheanie @ church

♥ service @ 5pm,

♥ at night, halloween party @ mastermind.

♥ Sunday going Times Square to catch Shawn's and1 beatbox competition *giggles* @12pm.

HEHEHEHEHEHE! :D

Next week, no plans yet :)

♥ Gonna plan something with Tsiwey by 30th, HEHEEEE! :D Can't wait babeyh.

♥ Halloween on 31? :)

♥ 1st november gonna catch a movie with Shawn! & 30 more ppl? :D :D :D MUAHAHAHAHAA.

After that still planning ;D Awesome days, yes? :) I seriously can't staying at home anymore. It sucks like dog. I was like so mad because i got no where to go just now lmao! :p hee.

Scolded my brother, aww :)

Don't I have the best brother you could find on earth? *coughs* His bday is coming AND I NO MONEY? Turfffffff. I need a job asap.

Anyway, something came across my mind just now. I realise some guys seriously need to learn how to communicate with girls. Sometimes i chat with friends and stuff right, there will be some friends like when you talk to them and they gave you the reply like "oh k" or "-.-" or "hehe".

How annoying could that be like seriously? Can't you give like a longer reply? There is this once I was chatting with someone and all that person reply is "==" TURFFFFFFF. If you're single, now i know why. omg so insulting LOL. opps :)

And then and then, there is this guy in facebook. He's super despo to get my email and stuff. I said no like 129738974234 times but he dont understand -.- I told him im like not available yet not even interested to know him or even putting any interest in knowing him. And guess what he say?

"If you never give me a chance, how you know if i am better than him?"

And i was on fire and started tuuuuut tuuuuuuuuut tuuuuuuuut. DONG. dumb ass. -.- people say no means no lah. At the end i was too sick of him, i deleted him straight. :p HEHEHE. I shall be devil from now on :) Okay I think this post is getting too long =D Chao.

Faith going strong ;

All I need is double rainbow :)

2009-10-21T04:42:00.001-07:00

So I can't leave my house nor go shopping, I did home shopping since my finals is coming up :) So I thought of refreshing my fashion sense :p

I first look on to shoes and oh my :/ I do love wedges! Much. I'm gonna own one of them someday, heard me - SOMEDAY :)

Wild choice :D

PERFECT, sweet looking :)

And so I found both wedges that attracts me most. ;D I moved on and started looking on to jeans :p I came along with 5 favourite one. I'm gonna have them someday too! :)

Flared Jeans, look at the cuttings. AWESOME :) But you gotta have long fitting legs :D

Skinny denim. With long skinny legs, it would definitelly look hot! :p

This is also one of my favourite skinny! Awesome cutting.

Straight cut pant :) Not bad heh? :D Skinny legs rule yo.

Bootcut jeans. If you're afraid to show fatty legs. Try on those :) Suit more to normal legs yo :]

Looking on those, duh. I'll look at my fav part among all. DRESSES. Didnt I tell you how much I love dresses? :)

This dress would look super cool wei D: Look at those cuttings. So awesome :D Hee , I want! Someday also :p

With perfect hair, and makeup! Waaaah o.o

This dress reminds me of someone's jacket. Heeeeee :) So cool.

I guess cool dress needs the most awesome waist belt right? I love waist belt yo! :) :)

Look at that! :D Mamamia! Heh. Definitelly match with white top, yes?

OHMYGOODNESSS! *giggles & jumps* SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE!! :) Look at tht sial.

Oh, I also looked at skirts but wasnt pretty enough for me :/ But I did found one very cute shorts.

Cute much? :p Ahahahaha, I'm bored and I just finish linking friends at my link list. It was super tiring because you need to copy and paste the whole code line then edit the name then copy and paste their blog link. O.o

Look at the S and J on my link list wei. Damn awesome! So long. *thumbsup* :D Oh, I had bad sore throat since yesterday but turned out much worst when I woke up today. And now I can feel my throat swallen!! :(

So pain, :( Suddenly I got flu. Ohmygoodnesss. Then carried on with fever. I'm getting sick again sial. Like seriously! ==

It's a race to be finished.

You'll never forget about that person you loved before.

Memory was planted ;D

As long as its alright :)

2009-10-20T12:16:00.000-07:00

Hey lovess :)

*yawns* 3:30am & I'm awake. I guess dad do understand me.

@ 10:00pm

Dad ; Me

*goes to bed*

*dad came in my room*

WAHH! So early go to bed? Sure or nott?

Yeah lar, tired okay.

Going to school tomorrow?

No.

Then go bed so early for whaaat?

Sleeppyy :D

Later say sleep then talk on the phone untill 4am go msn msn, facebook facebook!

NOLAAA, wont one. Sleeping time.

*walks out my room*

Oh well, it's almost 4am now HAHA. How cool. :) Was looking tru facebook and I'm totally going to bed soon, I don't want to bed any panda eyes man! :(

Oh bythewaaaaaaaaay!

Congrats to me, Christine, Zelda and Nurul as we 4 girls made it to the finals for mastermind modeling competition :) Will be having fashion show on prom night which is december. And will be held in summit hotel o_o

Why is my tuition centre doing so much? Idk :)

Leona Lewis - Footprints in the sand

I promise you I'm always there

When your heart is filled with sorrow

And despair

I'll carry you

When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary

Well, I know you've been there

And I can feel you when you say :)

It's definitelly a YES :)

2009-10-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

AHHH FINALLY BLOGSKIN IS DONEEE :)

Been editing stupid codes since noon and felt so tired so went nap for a while. Suppose to have a sweet dream but turned out some weird nightmare about spiders WTH! Fyi, I had phobia towards Spiders aite -.-

So I took my dinner in the room with me and did my blogskin. I tell you, I'm not hungry at all cause I ate my lunch superb late and I ate alot. But still, I keep telling my self that I'm hungry and force myself to eat. Just to gain more weight! :) I ate ate ate suddenly I feel like vomitting but just tahan nia ==

FASTER GAIN WEIGHT!! :D Oh and as I was editing the codes half way I feel so sick and mad. I mean SO HARD TO EDIT LOR. People edit tru layout while I edit tru codes!!
Like some :

>5px; top: 470px; left: -60px; width: 540px;">

YOU UNDERSTAND MEH? Ish so hard to edit. Edit the red ones only :p put one extra letter thr, whole thing gone. Edited like zillions of time only turn out like how my blog look like now.

GERAAAAAAM !! Someore failed so many times suddenly my chatbox can be at my background and stuff, zomg. -.-Pheeeeeeeeew :) chill. Ahh.

Neyo - part of the list

Style of your hair Shape of your eyes and your nose The way you stare..

As if you see, right through to my soul Its your left hand and the way That its not quite as big as your right The way you stand in the mirror.. Before we go out at night

A quiet time... your beautiful mind.. They're a part of the list Things that I miss... Things like your, funny little laugh The way you smile or the way we kiss

You worth more than that concert.

2009-10-19T19:53:00.000-07:00

Hewo :)
My blog been dead for a while now :p

Alright, Last friday I happen to sleep for 26 hours and it was cool ;D On saturday I went over to One Utama along with Christine & Adrian to watch the beatbox competition ;) & support someone, HEH!

Waited for christine to fetch me like superb long. When she finlly fetch me, we're sortof late but not really. They started the competition superb late -.- So I went over while the both of then bermushi-mushi somewhere else :p

Had a great time there, pictures was stolen from their facebook :)

This is Shane, He got second, woots :)

Loi battling :)

Shawn (winner) & Shane in the finals.

Abeatc :)

Coex :)

The anime ju-on and L :p

My sampat partner for the day! :)

Met Megat there :)

& I got so tired looking so I just took the group picture with had everyone in it, cool much? :]

Aha! :) Sunday sunday sunday!

I went home and parents wanted to go for supper so I have to go out again. I was soo tired, like seriously O.o

Will be dating Annycia Thong very soon, :D It's been awhile now :) Thinking of having some catchup session with Tsiwey and more friends!

~Thulus :]

Broken string - James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking

It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can't like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last change to feel again